Woke up at 4am and it's 5am now starting to feel a little tired.
Perhaps it's a time management issue, but in the recent months I cant find time to go out with friends. There's just so much on hand, that me and Nerd sometimes find it difficult to make time for each other. After all this, my energy resources are almost all depleted.
The rest of the time is spent to make time for myself too, and engage in my hobbies like cooking and shopping.
(And maybe sleeping. Hohohos).
I'm an introvert, I recharge my energy by introspecting and engaging in my own activities or hanging out with 1 close friend. Sometimes social activities will drain me.
I'm gonna try to find those activities, even in school, that will help increase my energy resource.
So there's still energy left to do more things ^.^
Dont get me wrong, I love maths and numbers. It's second nature.
But schoolwork most of the time will drain my energy resource.
Idk. Schoolwork and me, in some ways, dont gel together.
Though YOU might find it hard to believe /:
What is my all time favourite though and will make me HAPPY is:
-School shutter bus
-Editing videos via Windows Live Movie Maker for projects ^.^
-Nice friends/people at school, though not many.
-Overseas immersion trip opportunities and the trip itself.
(There's a difference. The former is ANTICIPATING for the trip. And the latter is the trip
itself. So it's two different things).
-Eating during break timeeeeeeeeeee. Whoops.
-Hijacking rooms and booking library rooms.
-SOME presentations
(Used to HATE doing presentations and was very scared of it. Now I still get the jitters but
somehow it makes me feel accomplished :o) )
-Double decker Bus 74
(But only if I can get a window seat AND on the top level. Sorry to sound super anal about
it. Heeheee).
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Anyway, I was quite disappointed and upset when a friend asked me,
"Are we still your best friends?"
It could mean alot of things.
I wonder if my other friends would understand my situation ?
Or do some of them feel disappointed ? Sigh.
Either way I would understand I s'ppose.
Another SIGH.
I aint gonna give a shit anymore. Fk this crap.
My time is MINEEEEEEEE.
I know I've got choices to make, but that's the beauty of it.
If I'm too tired, I aint going out.
I would rather be a happy person and alone than a sad person around a sea of people.
Currently though, i'm feeling very alone. :(
T.O.D.A.Y got up in the morning with a smile on my face. :)
Cos I had planned to do AerisKitchen's garlic chives dumplings today XD
The anticipation of cooking sessions always feels awesome~
However, had bad cramps mid way all of a sudden.
Finished making around 70 dumplings in the end.
Ate around 10 dumplings for my lunch today. :)
Speaking of food, me and my mum have been addicted to:
Asian Pears!!
They are real juicy, sweet, and doesnt have those pear taste that other pears have. -____-
You see, I dont like to eat pears before this.
And oh, the size is also BIGGGGGGG!
Some places sell these pears bigger than that of a fuji apple.
In other words, It's just very good lah. It's a must try !
Benefits of Asian Pears:1) Relatively high in fibre, thus helping to reduce cholesterol and the chances of developing heart disease2) Is a good after meal "dessert"
For me, I always find myself craving for sweet things after a meal. So this can help me replace those sweet drinks or desserts. Also, each pear is only 50 calories.
3) Increases eye, heart and colon health
It's retailing at 3 for $3.50 at Shop n Save.
Of all the shops I've been to, Shop n Save sells the cheapest and the pears are good. :D(Ya I know I sound Ah Soh. But whatever).
So buy today if you havent try ! :D _.
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Anyway..... so other than eating and cooking and eating my cooking (LOL) AND school, I've been doing nothing much..
One thing though: I've been purchasing stuff offline/online.
Some are needs and some are wants. But oh well.
My mini stationeries / neccessities HAUL that I had ytd:
-4 wet green tea tissues @ $1 in total
-5 correction tapes and 5 refills @ $1 each
-3 highlighters @ $1 in total
-1 super glue @ $0.50
Total $7.50
Cheap right?!~ Muahahaa.
So that's about it.
Wednesday is CSP Roleplay. I get to wear my beige blazer, yay!
Buhbye xx ~
According to lunar calender, today is the birthday of everyone. :)
(I never knew such a concept existed though..)
So anyway, happy 人日everyone ^___^
Just to get things sorted out in my mind.
NEXT WEEK.
Tue: AUDI Role Play
Wed: CSP Project Role Play
Fri: ACCPAC Test
: Print Screens of CSP Project & Misc. submissions
NEXT NEXT WEEK.
Exams for 3 papers (16-22nd Feb)
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It's saturday but me and my project mates are in school to rush our CLSP project. ):
Yesterday went to see doctor.
Then had a chat with Nerdy at my house.
You've shown me what is love.
I love quotes ! :)
Here's one:
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
~Margaret Mitchell
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Renuion dinners and CNY get togethers are officially over, and now it's back to school.
Recently, I've been watching many makeup tutorials. It's all about seeing what compliments your face, what works for you. It's a form of expression of self. In a way, makeup is like art - just that it's on your face :) Sometimes I get the feeling that girls might wear makeup because of low self esteem and insecurity or got influenced greatly by the media. But despite this, no one can deny that some girls wear make up cos it's really fun to experiment :)
One look I want to experiment if given an appropriate occasion:
(Super chio!!!!!! but cant wear out in bright day light as it's very weird.)
Class till 5pm. Long day ahead.
Hannah xx
Time flies and it's already nearing to the end of Jan 2012.
How has your january been? :)
Just a thought that went through my mind yesterday.
I know it sounds really cliche and randomshit, but life is really short.
After that we go to an unknown place.. :( Scary.
Whether rich or poor, no one has in history has ever escaped the hands of death ~
So we should spend our time doing things we like and love our loved ones more wholeheartedly.
(Though a bulk of my time is spent on doing homework. Which might get stressful IDK. Maybe I should see it in a different light. Oh well)
Anyway, have been eating alot recently. RAWR.
Cant help it though, it's after all CNY :)
Might be making healthy vegetarian AND pork dumplings plus finish up my ensure chocolate meal replacement. And be diligent to do jumping jacks everyday.
Nerd's gonna buy korean popcorn for me at Redhill :)
Gmarket is selling these korean popcorns in bulk and it's weird to buy so many popcorns at once.
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On the side note, made a list of the things I wanted to buy with HongBao money ^^ Thinking if I should do a "Haul" video on this after buying all the stuff :)Should I ? Should I not ? Anyway, we'll see how :P
Have a blessed renuion dinner everyone xx
Hello people ~
Started out the day by drinking meal replacement (Ensure Chocolate) for breakfast. 150 calories only. Went to school. Then in class felt uber faint and hungry and grumpy. You see, I usually have heavy breakfasts, so perhaps this was too drastic for me. Teacher never give break somemore. After class ended rushed down 6 floors to grab a sandwich then rush up class again.
Bumped into 2 people, coke LITERALLY splashed on my WHITE shirt wtf, and slipped 2 times. OH.MY.TIAN.
Luckily somehow the coke sort of didnt show on my white shirt. It was a miracle.
MORAL OF THE STORY:
TAKE CHANGES SLOWLY AND DONT GEY KIANG. -.-
That was all. The rest of the day wasnt that suay ~ LOL.
Highlight of our project: Yun Tun Mian & F&G. LOLOLOLOL.
(Only my group members will understand)
After dinner w Sinyee, homed (: Now uber tired siah. Dont know if my energy can last. That is all. Tmrw will be CLSP project all the way ~
Today was a hectic day for me.
Had SIM with the usuals for lunch. A relatively quick one. After that went to our hiding spot.. =)
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Though it is a lonely place - It is a stressful place, I am not alone.
You're my favourite person in this lonely place, the person I like to talk to best there. And perhaps sometimes, the reason I smile.
I'm not sure how you treat me and what position I am in your heart. I used to think that to regard someone as my best friend, they must regard me as theirs. But now my mindset has changed.
We might be blunt and say hurtful things towards each other. You could say things that could hurt me a whole lot. But you make me smile. You just do.
I'm bad at expressing how I truly feel. But I'm saying it here: having you as my current friend is good enough.
Thank you my dearrrr friend for making me smileeeeeee =)
Point learnt: No matter how tough life is, one can always find a reason to smile, whether or not is through one's favourite hobbies or people =)
So smile today. :) xx
Before I end this post, here are some nice tumblr photos. Oh. AND. pictures of me hahahaha:
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SECRET: Fringe plaits make me happy :)
 RED LIPSTICK :)
How did your day go ? :)
Started the day by rushing off to school for Idea Launchpad. Rehearsed IL presentation, then headed to class for IL for presentation. Mr Keck was there as usual then got another teacher who came to the class to critique our presentations as well. He was quite straightforward and criticized every group, including ours.Not that I'm complaining.So after submitting test report on Friday, IL is COMPLETED and DONE for the semester yay ! YES YES YES YES YES YES YES
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YES YES YES YES YES YES YES Homed and had a siesta, but not directly after lunch. Gosh, have been having siestas often lately. It just seems so much like a guilty pleasure. :P Oh my.
Speaking of which, I feel like I have to exercise, soon. :(Nerd, wanna go swimming together when both of us are freeeeee ? :D
Tmr is yet another long school day, ending at 6.30pm.
Anyway, before I end this post. I shall post some of my favourite youtube channels. Go check them out, and subscribe to them ! 1) Dee Kosh
2) Sammy Dee
3) Danny Noriega
4) Maangchi5) Noah Yap
Perhaps one day I would say in detail why I love these channels :) But basically, I love them for their entertainment value and Singaporean based jokes. For Danny Noriega for his voice and cute personality. And yah, he is gay.. Not forgetting, for Maangchi, who made me start cooking. Love you all xx
I've done many things I wish I didnt do. I'm not perfect. I wanna live free and happy.
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