The truth is, Blogging has been made harder.
Weebly has trouble connecting to my website since around 2 months ago, and as a result, many posts that were typed halfway were gone.. :(

Time to find a new home if weebly's connection problems isnt solved. 

But I know I'll miss Thepursuitofhappiness.weebly if that were to happen. 2 years of blogging here. My refuge. My haven. 

Meanwhile, please read my posts over here: http://dandelionsaretinyparachutes.blogspot.com/
 
Worked yesterday then played with Hammy and Nerd after that. Nerd loves the fluffyguy on youtube so much. Basically the fluffyguy is a youtube stand-up comedian. 

So while I was bathing, just a train of thoughts came to my mind, and I knew I had to write this out. 
It's kinda like a self talk, so you rlly dont have to read if you dont want to :)

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I've always been the independant girl. The girl who doesnt rely on others most of the time in terms of growing up, whether or not is homework etc. This is because I'm most comfortable being such. :)


I've also always been the girl who is sensitive to emotions and thoughts of others, and I pick things and vibes from people up very fast. 

Some people might say being sensitive is a negative trait, while others might think it's a good one as it's....... feminine in a way? 
Personally I think with great sensitivity comes great power and responsibility. 

As a result of this hyper sensitivity, I pick up things very fast, though I dont say it. I do keep trying to tame my sensitivity, but sometimes it just comes and I cant really help it. It's really how you deal with the knowledge of the emotions and thoughts of others.. 

Acquaintances I have are many, and friends I have are a few.
Nevertheless, I try to be as friendly as possible, or that's how I want to portray myself to be. 

I have a few friends for a two main reasons:

1) I'm a private person. I dont just let anyone in.     It's kinda a Scorpio thing you know. 

2) I know my priorities and am clear of them. Some priorities in my life?     My boyfriend and my studies. I am ambitious and dedicate quite a number of hours in my studies, though I am trying to strike a balance now. 

Lastly, I'm a reasonable person. 
Whatever I give in to a friendship, is whatever I (try to) expect. And vice versa. I know I do hold back in most friendships. But when i do make friends, I give it my all, and I hope they'll be livelong.:)

That's all that I want to say :D 
Going with my vietnam clique to Sentosa~ 
 
Today was class selection for the next semester, as said in the previous post. :P Me and my friends were happy cos we got into our first choice, TA04.

Wednesday and Thursday classes are simply love <3 
Just 4 hours, and end at 1pm. Nothing better i could ask for in an NP timetable hahaha.


Played with Toby my new pet hamster a little (he's still really shy and timid). Met Jesslyn a blogshop owner to swap stuff then met Kennedy to eat and shop @ Tampines. Came back home and was super tired. 


Do you know of those days where you're just had enough of your fears and insecurities? I do.  Cos I'm done with being insecure of every thing in my life.
I just want to see the good in everything I'm doing.
And it just might be a good sign, to crave to break free.. :)
 

Hi everyone, how's your week xx

For my week so far, I have been meeting customers / blogshop owners these days. Not many, but it's thrilling to get new stuff. <3 
Time to stock up on my wardrobe with swapped clothes so that I can wear them to school and have variety :D

Into cardigans nowadays ! Got a super long pink cardigan, and 1 grey slim cut cardigan. love them ttm <3 I want have a cardigan with alot of patterns though. Wonder if they sell it at Bugis.

So anyway, today morning was timetabling selection. Me and 4 of my friends got into TA04. I find it a good timetable, with 2 days ending at 1pm. It's so.... SIM, and unlike Ngee Ann Polytechnic which often ends late I suppose, hahaha!



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I'm sorry ma. Really sorry. 

With alot of "Whys" in my head. 

Sometimes I feel that my life is on the verge of shattering into pieces. I need that breakthrough. That assurance that as I let go of certain things, things are still going to be just fine. Especially for my love and family life currently.

"Let Go, Let God"
 
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Hannah and her love :) <3
Woke up today, spammed using the computer like mad, then at midday developed a fever. I have no idea why. My body was hot and was cold. Took 2 panadols to subside it.


Frankly speaking, i really need to exercise to build up my immune system. Create small simple steps such as doing jumping jacks, walking a little more and stuff like that, than drastic measures like marathons or running like those sports people or smth. 
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Hannah having a fever :(
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Where business smudges ethics. You'll see in shades of grey, not black and white.
It's never too late to change. 
 
Have been busy attending the (above) workshop these 2 days.
It was quite enriching and I've learnt alot, actually more than what I've learnt for the past 2 business communication modules. Hah. 


Got to know Rebecca a little more :)


Many students there were really really outgoing.


It's been a while since I've felt so introverted. (But yes, I'm indeed an introvert and am content being one and having personal time to myself) 
Thus at times, it just made me feel............. small

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What I've learnt about myself:
I think I'm a good conversationalist, so long as you know me well enough.
I cant open up as quickly as others. I need trust and security. 
I've built a wall to filter strangers from people I love and closed ones.


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So anyway, did interviews, dining etiquette, impromptu speech, games, etc etc. Discovered that others find me as sincere and friendly, which i'm quite happy about :) But also, others find me serious -___-
Whatever it is, perhaps I could let good characteristics of mine shine during interviews like university applications. My own unique ones :)

So overall? Not a bad experience :)
 
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Lovely (: I'll learn this one day ~

Woke up @ 8am to listen to Dee Kosh's audition to become 987fm's DJ. He was really the best amongst all the other candidates, and was the judges favourite. 


After that headed out to meet Nerdy.
Ate @ Ah mei cafe, watched Lorax, then ate at Sumo House for dinner.
Oh and not to mention Jubeat too :)
We both aced hard levels. I finally aced Level 8 of Jubeat felt happy! ^^
Me and Nerd had fun playing ! 

Headed to my place and slacked with him till 10.30pm. 

Having splitting headaches nowadays which sucks :C 

Think not enough sleep. 

Results are out in 1day, cos it's passed midnight. 
Am I nervous? I dont deny that I'm nervous, but results are unpredictable and has to some extent carries some uncertainty. 
For AUDI RFA CLSP EAA FMGT. 
Not much confidence in EAA, hopefully I can get B+ for that. 

Having said all that , *cross fingers* we can only hope for the best? (:
Tmrw's a school workshop, so going to meet Rebecca @ Munch 8.15am. So early. FML.  
 
Just watched finish Unriddle2. Hais, so sad so many people die. So unexpected that the Yu Ze die.

Anyway, today went to Salvation Army @ Grace Haven to work today, initially for 4 hours. LOL, think there was some miscommunication. So in the end it ended in 1 hour?! -.- Last day working w Wayne, I suppose. 

Met Elaine @ Bugis to window shop. Converted all my earrings to clip on earrings so I can wear. I got no ear hole. The end result? It looks abit weird still but at least I can wear it. Walked walked with her but got abit groggy cos Bugis got so many clothes and many people. ~___~
Ate dinner @ Yoshinoya, Teriyaki Chicken rice bowl student meal :3 Wonderful dinner. 

Talked with her alot - About boys, travelling, school, etc. Finally nice to confide in someone after so long.

Homed then shortly after went out to play with Fannie and her parents soccer. She's rlly sporty and full of energy. Admire her for that. 
After playing finish homed then had a stupid headache >:( 
Gonna spam tiger balm on my temples and nose. :DDD






Going sleep soon early ~  


We all have strengths. 
We all have quirks to make us unique.
We all have weaknesses to humble us, and let us know that we are human.

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3/12/2012

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Went to NP today to meet a number of people at different places..Estate, Entrepreneur-Connect@NP, Ideawerkz, then NP CO-OP.

Wanted to negotiate and see what could be done to clear my 86 laptop skins.


Estate says no as NP is a governmental organization, and even if I pay them rent, it's still not possible unless it's for my modules/cca. 

Ideawerkz says they are more to innovation and new products rather than existing products.

EC and NP CO-OP says they cant give any promises. 
And if they agree or is able to arrange, they will let me sell my laptop skins, but for a rental. 
I'm not sure whether it was what I really wanted as rental is pricey. 
And what if I cant sell to cover my cost? 

As a result I was pretty stress about it.. :( Hais.

Homed at 3pm. Had a siesta from 4-6pm. Then went out again to meet 2 customers to swap.. Got 3 lovely clothes in return. Bought 2 cardigans from Cotton on @ $30. <3
Considering to do a youtube video on all the things I've swapped. Should I? 
So yup, that's about it for today :D


Had a tiff with Nerdy once again. I hate such tiffs. I know I love Nerd, but why do we fight sometimes? Why
do I lose my patience? Why am I so angry at that moment? I know I'm a nice gf, but when Im stress and get angry or lose my temper I know I'm not the easiest person to love.. As a result, sometimes I feel like giving up altgt. So am I still a good gf? 
I dont want to go close to anyone, cos I dont want to hurt anyone. 
In such instances, I rather be alone than be with someone then break their heart... 
 
Hi lovelies. 

Woke up bright and early today at 8am. 
It's friday, and it is supposedly to be a really happy and light day. 
But it's a heavy day for me :/


Just finished clearing blogshop emails, tags and sms-es. 
Tommorow is Audit Express Test and I've yet to study it. 
Going to work from 2-6pm at some ulu place at CCK later. 

Yeahs that's about it :/ Jiayou !

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    Moshimoshi (or Hello) !
    Thank you for visiting my blog.
    ^___^

    My name's Hannah Ong.
    I loved, am loving, and hope I'll continue to love blogging here in time to come.

    Basically, I talk about my deepest thoughts, rave about food/shopping escapades, ramble about studies/life/etc, and document special occasions right here.
    To me, it's okay not to be a popular or a well read blog.

    Thank you once again for reading or visiting. Please dont judge, and leave an occasional comment for me - it will make my day xx

    ❤ Much Luv, Hannah

    theMILESTONES ^^

    ✓ Survive school for one semester ! Jiayou =D
    (After one semester is a break, therefore I will just think it as one semester)

    Year 1 Sem 1
    ✓ Year 1 Sem 2
    ✓ Xiamen trip
        (March to April 2011)
    Year 2 Sem 1
    Vietnam Serve Trip
       (Sep 2011, Confirmed)
    TCP university preparation camp
    Aerobics Camp
    Wrap everything up in my blogshop
       by 10th October.
       Last meetup 15 October
    Cooking w Maangchi
    Year 2 Sem 2
    Reopen my blogshop :)
    ✓ Find a job (~3 week job)
    ✓ Audit Express Workshop
    ✓ TCP Effective Communicator 
    TCP Effective Learner Workshop 
    ✓ MDA job 
    ✓ Korea Trip (30 Mar- 6 April)
    - Year 3 Sem 1
    - Year 3 Sem 2 
      (Intern @ PWC)
    - GRADUATE from Poly !! =DD
    - Get into a Uni Course 

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    [since Sep 2010]
    Highlighted in red: Buy in Korea

    ✓ Spongy Slippers - $8.44
    Shoe Bag - $15
    Nice Storage Items :]
    Syrian Hamster+Cage- < $100
    Nee Soon Reading Club - $10
    Nice Study Table - < $400
    Shake Up x 4 - $50
    Perfect Story by LKH - $14.90
     5 Cute Graphic Tees - $50   
     Button Headphones - $14
    Eat Pray Love Book - $20
    Papunzel the Movie - $10
    Time Travellers Wife Bk- $20
    Skinfood Sample Masks - $1
    New Itouch Flip Case - $8.50
    ✓ Couple Ring - < $100
    Nintendo DS (White) - $179
    More Pokemon Games pls!
    Dermal Masks x 50
    Nice files for Notes x 5
    ✓ Post it (Plaster/Eno)
    New Watch D:
    SNSD socks
      2 more pairs of shoes
    25. Overseas with darling
    26. Make fried oreos
    Make Nicko's christmas dip
    2 more pair of shoes - $35
    29. Yoga Mat -$17.90
    Ensure Chocolate ! - $34
    EZ link holder w strap - $4
    ✓ Full post-it collection - $??
    Good Quality Earpiece - $15
    Eat.Pray.Love Breakfast
    ✓ Weighing Scale - $20
    ✓ Make Cabbage Kimchi
    ✓ Make Rainbow Korean Cake
    ✓ Make Rainbow Cupcake
    ✓  Make Japanese Gyozas
    Try Wong Coco's Coconut Juice
    Make Cabbage Kimchi again
    New Eyeliner (TolyMoly Gel)
    Pokemon Black / White ! :D
    Watts Jr rings x 2 *so pretty*
    Moo bows x 3
    Sandals x 1
    Hello kitty calculator
    Make korean tuna pancake
    Science centre with darling
    Swimming with darling (:
    ✓ Zoo with darling
    (Even though I hate smelly animals and the hot sun)
    ✓Try Superdogs !
    Try The Flying Bread
    New keyboard stickers
    Rebond hair ^^
    New phone with good camera
    ✓  Eat caramel corn (Original)
    Eat caramel corn (Stwbry)
    ✓ Kimchi Express again <3
    Charlie Brown again <3
    Domokun magnetic bookmarks
    ✓ Rebond/perm my hair
    ✓ DIY Icing cake @ Bishan
    ✓ Bake something with my oven
    ✓ 3 popin cookin sets
    ✓ Cook something with portobello mushrooms
    ✓ Cook stir fried udon
    ✓ Umi sushi visit :3
    ✓ Visit Mushroom cafe in the park
    ✓ Sell my nintendo DS @ $120
    ✓ Buy that phone casing at AMK
    ✓ Nokia x3 screen protector
    ✓ Visit rabbit brand seafood
    ✓ Have a BBQ bdae celeb ! :)
          With vietnam people :D
    ✓ Try Quiznos Sub
    ✓ Have a hair cut (jean yip)
    ✓ Cook salted egg prawns D:
    ✓ Leo Fusion
    ✓ Monster beats earpiece
    ✓ Sandals x 2
    Make Maangchi's veg pancake
    Make Tsukemen ! <3
    Monster beats earphone
    Ya kun kaya toast(:
    SAKURA BUFFET !
    ✓ Black/Brown circle contact lens         with astig & degree >__<
    Xiao Digital Instant Camera
          (Black)
    ✓Fill up Nerdy's photo album
    Visit Anchor Point's Cotton On
    Visit Qunstown ShoppingCentre
    Buy 3 more slogan tees >_<
    Fix my laptop
    Light & fruity perfume
    94. Visit The Handburger
    New good quality earpiece
    FACESHOP clay mask (nose)
    Colour my hair (natural brown)
    Cook Tofu Jeon
    Cook Kimchi Pancake
    Cook soybean sprouts bibimbap
    101. Cook spicy seafood noodles
    (I'm all fired up for cooking these days ! :D)
    E.L.F Concealer
    ✓ Bronzer
    104. A good bb cream
    TonyMoly red lip tint
    2 new year clothes
    ✓ 2 more hello kitty perfume
    ✓ Black tube
    Black cardigan
    Belt
    Mi Amor Cotton On Bag
    ✓ We Not Naughty Movie
    Journey 2 Movie
    114. Visit Billy Bombers
    Cook Garlic Chives Dumpling
    ✓  Spaghetti w Meatballs
    Extract an Aloe Vera leaf :D
    ✓ DIY Cucumber eye pads
    Toner and emulsion
    120. Make rice milk
    ✓ Make jjangmyun
    Get sth from TheBodyShop
    Shimmery brown eyeshadow
    Make bibimbap
    ✓ Make a green tea face scrub
    Make a green tea/cucumber toner
    Spider camera tripod
    Mineral Powder
    Concealer
    Clear Lip gloss
    Tear Drop Eyeliner (White)
    132. Tonymoly Latte body scrub
     Skinfood Facial Water Vita-A Gel Mask
    ✓  120 Eyeshadow Palette
    ✓  MISSHA Lip palette



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