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carl and ellie from movie, UP ! Kennedy and me is like them xD
2 months coming in 4 days ! (:
I just want to love you more and more, and know EVERYTHING about you.
Thank you for the little things you do like downloading nice movies for me, buying honey dew sago, telling me funny things about yourself, and how you say you can wait for me. It really makes my day.
I hope I can learn how to communicate better with you so that you can understand me more.
I love you so much, till thinking about you brings me to tears of joy. (':
See you on Tuesday and Thursday !~

Yesterday last minute me and Eeting went out together to Northpoint ^^
Finally ate Macdonalds Horlicks Ice cream !
It was an experience but it was horrid. Too sweet and too expensive.
Then ate Yellow Curry at Thai Express while Eeting watched me eat.
We went to play DDR afterwards. There were alot of people there and we had to wait like 1 hour to play one game.
And I got A for "Get up and Move". It's my favourite song ! =DD I want to learn how to play greater level !

She says I've changed, cos I used to read books about "Self -Help" and now I've changed my scope of books to "How to nurture a long lasting relationship". Hahahahas (;

I really miss Eeting. I really miss the times we played Jubeat together(even though both of us are still NOOB) and cherish the times we played DDR yesterday. It feels like I've known her for a long time and yet it's only 3 years.
Jiayou Eeting, I love you ! ^^

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P/S: I dont really like the fact that you are a great flirt and only care about knowing chio bu. I dont understand why virgo guys are like that; So flirtish. I dont even want to go close to you as a friend cos I am scared you will hurt me as a friend and judge me cos of my looks. So I am trying to distant myself away from you now, cos I want to protect myself.

Which brings me to a conclusion that:
- I am better sticking around with my own group of good friends.
- Guys out there are generally bad D: Except yangyang, Nerdy, 6C guys, my CCHY teachers, and a few exceptions. 
I'm so afraid of losing people ): Like an irrational fear. I worry about it everyday.Whether it's good friends, colleagues or nerdy. I am REALLY scared they dont like me anymore and suddenly forget about me. 
I wish I could stop worrying and be in peace with myself.SIGH. I'm such a worrisome person I wish I could just be happy and feel peace in my heart.

 
.. about checking two horoscope columns, when it used to be one ! HAHA.

I know alot of people diss me cos I read horoscopes, but I'm telling you, horosocopes ARE true :DDDD

Taurus Men
Taurus man is a good natured person, very practical in his approach towards life. He is unpretentious and displays his true self in every situation. Trust and loyalty are the key characteristics of a Taurean guy and he expects to find the same qualities in the people around him. Taurus male is hard working and industrious and would labor for hours, at a stretch, to receive the kind of admiration he wants.

A Taurean male is sensuous, tactile, giving, practical and stable. He has a sense of humor, but fails to laugh when others crack a joke.

Taureans are known for their stubbornness and the trait is quite prominent in the males. They rarely change their point of view and stick to what they believe is right. When left alone at a new unknown place, they can get extremely suspicious. Though Taurean men do not get angry very easily, they can have a bad temper if aggravated. They are also very protective of their wife and would not leave her even at times of tiffs and fights. (HAHAHAHAHA uh deadly true D:) This factor may be due to the presence of jealously and possessiveness in them. 

A caring and loving person, Taurus man takes great care of his loved ones, but is very careless when it comes to his own self. He does not come to fast solutions and takes time to analyze situations, things and people. Though he may have a great number of people as his acquaintances, he has very few friends. However, when a Taurus male makes friends, they remain with him for lifetime. He has an impressive dressing sense, which would always create an image of respectability. He is also smart and can evaluate a situation very quickly, especially in financial terms.

Scorpio Woman

A Scorpio woman is hard to crack and is more of a mystery that unfolds slowly. She has the ability to read the mind of the people which makes her even more mysterious. Exceptionally secretive in nature, Scorpion woman is usually on the extremes of a relationship - she will either be in the top of your buddy list or crowning your enemy list. 

She is very clear about her desires and would rightly make others also aware of it. Scorpion female has one of the most intense eyes, which are sure to pierce a person in and out.  
The caption 'Bold and Beautiful’ rightly belong to a Scorpion female. She has got just the right blend of being bold in her mannerism and behavior and beautiful in her looks and styling.

Scorpio women are faithful to the love of their life, but at the same time, are also over possessive and jealous in their relationships. She is very much capable of taking revenge, if her partner ever cheats her. (Told you I bite ! :D) Scorpion females are completely aware of the ways to attract a male and are extremely passionate in their relationship.  

A Scorpion woman can essentially be of two major types - one who knows how to make money for her own gain and for the welfare of others. Contrary to this is the negative Scorpio girl who can be a constant borrower and is unlikely to ever repay her debts. Personal magnetism is one of the key features of a Scorpio woman and she can use it once a while, to gain authority over others. Even after a bitter crash downwards, the Scorpio woman will always have the capability to brush off the negativity, rise and make her way to perfection once again.

Taurus Man and Scorpio Woman in Love
The initial magnetism between a Taurus man and a Scorpio woman will not result in a long term relationship without effort. There needs to be compromises from both the sides if something meaningful has to be derived from the love match. Since both the Taurus male and the Scorpio female are stubborn and rigid, once at opposite sides of an argument, there would not be bale to come to a mutual conclusion. They need to take turns in the power game and learn to give each other space. Otherwise, the relationship has very little chances of blossoming into something special.

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I LOVE HOROSCOPES, as they are deadly true and they pull my heartstrings.

Goodbye !
 
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
 
My emotions are getting real bad.
I hope Kennedy doesnt hate me too much.

P/S: Subway Austrailia has pineapples and carrots! :O
 
Why must I always want to win a quarrel, at the expense of other people's feelings?
Why cant I care for you enough ? :(

I've read through the SMSes to and fro between us today and I realised how childish I truly am. Here you are, telling me honestly how you feel, and there I am reasoning who's at fault etc.

I really dont know what to say,and I know whatever I say now doesnt mean much, after the angry SMSes today.
But all I just want to do now is to give you a hug and beg for your forgiveness.

I am sorry.
I cant promise you to stop crying. Tears may just flood my eyes again.
 
I just wish things would be the same again :(
Where you pick your free dates when I SMS you my work schedule for the week. Now I dont even dare to sms you my schedule. Maybe cos of my silly pride.
I just wish the words I have said to you has not come out of my mouth.
I just wish I could just open my mouth and learn how to communicate with you, telling you there and then how I feel and what's wrong.
I just wish.

 

For me, I cant figure out myself today.
My feelings were: Happiness + Guilt + Anger + Sadness + Confusion altogether at the same time.
Does this make any sense?

i want our relationship to go back where we first started. The feeling was so innocent and passionate at the same time.

You said you are tired from 3 aspects of your life, things are not going the right way. I do understand, yes I do. I can imagine myself in your shoes, and I can feel your hurt and frustration. I wish to unload it, solve your problems, and also thought about asking your mother to understand you and give you the pocket money you deserve.... But the thing is that, I dont know how to help you.

When you told me that you feel like giving up in the SMS,many thoughts ran through my mind. You want to give up, US? Why?? ):

Then today night incident came.
I just couldnt think straight. You tried to calm me down then.
I hope you forgive me too, cos I like you more than him. He is my superior and I admire him as a friend, not till the crush extent.

At the end of the day, I still love you very much and I want to be with by your side so badly, every minute if possible.
I dont want to give up so fast. Let me know what you think, and I'll respect your decision..

I'm sorry.
 
Define a nice person.

I used to think I was a nice person. Nice = Wont hurt anyone, have a clear conscience all the time, etc.
Now I begin to see my flaws in my greatest strength.

I'm sorry. It's all I can say at this moment.

Hua Seng treated us Peach Strudel today and he was funny. James the china man, i realised, is a nice person and I guess I have labelled him and misjudged him right from the start. Jayce is crazy. Sara is lovely.

Work at 7.15am tommorow. Goodbye lovelies.
 
Visited Skin Specialist, Optician yesterday.
Bought a new pair of dark brown glasses for $110, will be discounted cos the shop boss is my aunty :DDD

I got 2 skin minor illnesses cos of my sensitive nose ):
It's called Eczyma and the other one is called Hypoplanta- somethingsomething. Forgot.
I asked the doctor why all the words so cheem then he laughed. HAHA.

I also asked the Optician alot of questions and she answered blankly. Cant help it what, I'm only curious ! =DD

Took crazy pictures and I realised my camwhore habit have not changed one bit. HAHAHAHAHA.

Enjoy?

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me at my best ! XD
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a few years ago it was trendy to do a crooked TWIST~. My failed attempt to act cute. Maybe cute people cant act cute. LOL bhb! =P
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I think I look great in this photo! OR other photos when I'm not smiling (: Minus the round face of course ):
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Emo Nemo~
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MAMAMAMAMAMAMA~~
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Mummy thanks for everything~
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Marmie and me (:
Went to ToaPayoh to visit Nerdy, but before that I borrowed 4 books using my mum's IC. I love books and visiting the library! It just makes me feel like I'm very smart. After that I was very happy.

After that met NERDYYY.
We watched IP Man together. Man I love the show! I've changed my mind. Hahahahahaa.
I dropped a lot of popcorn throughout. Cant help it, my hands are not a spade. LOL =P
Had a great talk with him.

I always love my nerdy. ALWAYS.
I love you nerdy!

Question for everyone: What makes you a lucky person? For me, it is having genuine friends. How about you? :)
 
To do list today:
Meet Vina and watch "The Last Song"
Buy Chamomile Lipton Herbal Tea
Settle my blogshop stuffs and post out Safrina's parcel

I've seen all the iPhone cases online, and I really want to buy them but then again, I have no iPhone. Shitty man. They say not to buy iPhone now cos 4G will be out soon. RAHHH.

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chocolate iPhone casing :D $9.90 !

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Went to watch The Last Song. God, it was fantastic! May be consider watching it again. I totally love Miley Cyrus in the movie! She reminds me of ME - Aggressive(and appear cold), yet loving and passionate! OHMY:D

Me and Vina bought 1 large popcorn combo EACH. Yes, and I was so hungry I ate half the box in 15 mins. I'm NO KIDDING!

After that darling came to me house for a while and I cooked Spaghetti for him. I must be the best girlfriend.
I love you darling very very much, and I'm sorry for my PMS mood swings. :(

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when they just first know each other~
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she look damn gorgeous in this!
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father and son. father died in the end. :( hais sad story.
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darling, can we go to sentosa then you lay shells around me liddat? =DD
Any girls out there?
TIP TO CONTROL PMS: Chamomile Lipton Tea, Less Caffeine, Less Salt ^^
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Chamomile. The taste wasnt that good though. like eating a flower :(
Goodbye earthlings and mars-lings!
 
I have to stop looking at love quotes :(
They all like making me miss nerdy more !

I like these 2 the best :

#24 "Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me."

#2352 ""When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you."


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    ✓ Survive school for one semester ! Jiayou =D
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    ✓ Xiamen trip
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    Year 2 Sem 1
    Vietnam Serve Trip
       (Sep 2011, Confirmed)
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    Aerobics Camp
    Wrap everything up in my blogshop
       by 10th October.
       Last meetup 15 October
    Cooking w Maangchi
    Year 2 Sem 2
    Reopen my blogshop :)
    ✓ Find a job (~3 week job)
    ✓ Audit Express Workshop
    ✓ TCP Effective Communicator 
    TCP Effective Learner Workshop 
    ✓ MDA job 
    ✓ Korea Trip (30 Mar- 6 April)
    - Year 3 Sem 1
    - Year 3 Sem 2 
      (Intern @ PWC)
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    [since Sep 2010]
    Highlighted in red: Buy in Korea

    ✓ Spongy Slippers - $8.44
    Shoe Bag - $15
    Nice Storage Items :]
    Syrian Hamster+Cage- < $100
    Nee Soon Reading Club - $10
    Nice Study Table - < $400
    Shake Up x 4 - $50
    Perfect Story by LKH - $14.90
     5 Cute Graphic Tees - $50   
     Button Headphones - $14
    Eat Pray Love Book - $20
    Papunzel the Movie - $10
    Time Travellers Wife Bk- $20
    Skinfood Sample Masks - $1
    New Itouch Flip Case - $8.50
    ✓ Couple Ring - < $100
    Nintendo DS (White) - $179
    More Pokemon Games pls!
    Dermal Masks x 50
    Nice files for Notes x 5
    ✓ Post it (Plaster/Eno)
    New Watch D:
    SNSD socks
      2 more pairs of shoes
    25. Overseas with darling
    26. Make fried oreos
    Make Nicko's christmas dip
    2 more pair of shoes - $35
    29. Yoga Mat -$17.90
    Ensure Chocolate ! - $34
    EZ link holder w strap - $4
    ✓ Full post-it collection - $??
    Good Quality Earpiece - $15
    Eat.Pray.Love Breakfast
    ✓ Weighing Scale - $20
    ✓ Make Cabbage Kimchi
    ✓ Make Rainbow Korean Cake
    ✓ Make Rainbow Cupcake
    ✓  Make Japanese Gyozas
    Try Wong Coco's Coconut Juice
    Make Cabbage Kimchi again
    New Eyeliner (TolyMoly Gel)
    Pokemon Black / White ! :D
    Watts Jr rings x 2 *so pretty*
    Moo bows x 3
    Sandals x 1
    Hello kitty calculator
    Make korean tuna pancake
    Science centre with darling
    Swimming with darling (:
    ✓ Zoo with darling
    (Even though I hate smelly animals and the hot sun)
    ✓Try Superdogs !
    Try The Flying Bread
    New keyboard stickers
    Rebond hair ^^
    New phone with good camera
    ✓  Eat caramel corn (Original)
    Eat caramel corn (Stwbry)
    ✓ Kimchi Express again <3
    Charlie Brown again <3
    Domokun magnetic bookmarks
    ✓ Rebond/perm my hair
    ✓ DIY Icing cake @ Bishan
    ✓ Bake something with my oven
    ✓ 3 popin cookin sets
    ✓ Cook something with portobello mushrooms
    ✓ Cook stir fried udon
    ✓ Umi sushi visit :3
    ✓ Visit Mushroom cafe in the park
    ✓ Sell my nintendo DS @ $120
    ✓ Buy that phone casing at AMK
    ✓ Nokia x3 screen protector
    ✓ Visit rabbit brand seafood
    ✓ Have a BBQ bdae celeb ! :)
          With vietnam people :D
    ✓ Try Quiznos Sub
    ✓ Have a hair cut (jean yip)
    ✓ Cook salted egg prawns D:
    ✓ Leo Fusion
    ✓ Monster beats earpiece
    ✓ Sandals x 2
    Make Maangchi's veg pancake
    Make Tsukemen ! <3
    Monster beats earphone
    Ya kun kaya toast(:
    SAKURA BUFFET !
    ✓ Black/Brown circle contact lens         with astig & degree >__<
    Xiao Digital Instant Camera
          (Black)
    ✓Fill up Nerdy's photo album
    Visit Anchor Point's Cotton On
    Visit Qunstown ShoppingCentre
    Buy 3 more slogan tees >_<
    Fix my laptop
    Light & fruity perfume
    94. Visit The Handburger
    New good quality earpiece
    FACESHOP clay mask (nose)
    Colour my hair (natural brown)
    Cook Tofu Jeon
    Cook Kimchi Pancake
    Cook soybean sprouts bibimbap
    101. Cook spicy seafood noodles
    (I'm all fired up for cooking these days ! :D)
    E.L.F Concealer
    ✓ Bronzer
    104. A good bb cream
    TonyMoly red lip tint
    2 new year clothes
    ✓ 2 more hello kitty perfume
    ✓ Black tube
    Black cardigan
    Belt
    Mi Amor Cotton On Bag
    ✓ We Not Naughty Movie
    Journey 2 Movie
    114. Visit Billy Bombers
    Cook Garlic Chives Dumpling
    ✓  Spaghetti w Meatballs
    Extract an Aloe Vera leaf :D
    ✓ DIY Cucumber eye pads
    Toner and emulsion
    120. Make rice milk
    ✓ Make jjangmyun
    Get sth from TheBodyShop
    Shimmery brown eyeshadow
    Make bibimbap
    ✓ Make a green tea face scrub
    Make a green tea/cucumber toner
    Spider camera tripod
    Mineral Powder
    Concealer
    Clear Lip gloss
    Tear Drop Eyeliner (White)
    132. Tonymoly Latte body scrub
     Skinfood Facial Water Vita-A Gel Mask
    ✓  120 Eyeshadow Palette
    ✓  MISSHA Lip palette



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