Thank you for loving me, so unconditionally.
We danced today and it was funny. I ate long john silvers so I packed cheese steak sandwich for you. Seeing you eat, I'm happy.
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I love you.
I really do love you. Oh yah, you know something? Just want to let you know that, I love you. And by the way, before I forget, I love you. Not to mention, I love you. Thanks for reading this. I love you, Hannah Banana Chua. :) Never trust your feelings, feelings are deceptive.
But trust your instincts. It's also known as sixth sense. They never lie. Does anyone understand what I'm saying? Or do I dont make sense at all? Hahaha. Oh well. Deep. It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there Why did I let myself believe Miracles could happen Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care I thought you were my fairytale A dream when I'm not sleeping A wish upon a star Thats coming true But everybody else could tell That I confused my feelings with the truth When there was me and you I swore I knew the melody That I heard you singing And when you smiled You made me feel Like I could sing along But then you went and changed the words Now my heart is empty I'm only left with used-to-be's And once upon a song Now I know your not a fairytale And dreams were meant for sleeping And wishes on a star Just don't come true Cause now even I can tell That I confused my feelings with the truth Cause I liked the view When there was me and you I can't believe that I could be so blind It's like you were floating While I was falling And I didn't mind Cause I liked the view Thought you felt it too When there was me and you Worked 12 hours today. Shagged to the max.
I've developed muscles. My fav colleague is Jayce and I'm going to a Chinese Hygiene class with Huaseng on the 6th july =DD Happiness. I love courses, especially if they're free :D o__O I had a veryvery fun time with Nerdy & Fannie today :)
Nerdy bought his Xbox over and played Kungfu chaos and my room became so noisy with all the screaming and laughter. Hahahaha. Really happy. Then we all played with Yangyang. <3 My two most loved guys ! Haha. Fannie kept talking nonsense and I was so amused. Then treated all of us to Buddy Hoagies since it was my mum's payday. Everybody should get a taurus boyfriend, who shows love by their actions and is so patient and careful not to hurt his girlfriend. Love isnt supposed to hurt. And I've seen some of my friends torn, just cos of a man(or a man-to-be, since all of us are 17-18:P). Is it worth it? Or maybe I havent figured out the whole love concept, so I shan't judge much. Still new, still new. :) Time doesnt wait for people. It doesnt wait for both of us too. A blinking of an eye and it's our 3 months in 8 days. Have felt nothing but bliss with you. Ily. :) Today lost money at work due to a torn $10 note and missing $7.
Kena bullied at work, insulted in front of customers and laughed at by my boss and colleague. Went to the back kitchen to cry on Sara's shoulder. I felt a sharp pierce in my self esteem. I dont like reality, and i definitely dont like bad - People who havie ill intentions. If I could, I would really want to give them a slap or something. But the thing is, I cant. That's why it's called r.e.a.l.i.t.y. Reality sucks, life sucks ): I feel like such a useless person, a useless worker, a useless student. Sara, thank you for being a genuine person even though sometimes we are at loggerheads due to both our hot tempers. Thank you for caring, and lending me a shoulder to cry on. Huaseng, thank you for taking care of me. Sometimes I feel we both can relate cos we both have 心病 you know, plus both of us are libra cusp scorpio ! Where are you when I needed someone the most? ): I'm 孤独 :( Very. My heart is not numb, it's in deep pain. Oh my solemn lullaby ): Life is such a beautiful mistake. 写中文对我来说真的很难，所以如果我写错请不要笑我。：（
我要写华语的原因是因为比较亲切 ＝Ｄ 我离开学校之后，一转眼六个月就这样子过了。。。 在这段日子好多事发生－有好也有坏吧。 但是现在日子已经好多了。 这几天我打开以前的课本，又开始学习。 读的非常开心，我真的很想念这种读书的感觉。。 但是读了一会儿就发觉到，我的心不停的跳的很快好痛好痛，又开始头晕起来。 我的心病一点也还没走。：‘（ 我就不停的哭了起来。 我只想读好书，然后进大学，却不能。 心情糟塌了。。谁了解我的感受呢？：（  I want an iTouch 3rd generation 8GB, as 8GB can store 2k songs and it's more than enough for me.
4th generation is coming up in September- November but I have no patience to wait for it D: $308 nett, shipped to your house, and have free laser engraving to engrave your name at the back. Cool ! Mama sponsoring me $200, but I need to pay first luhs. And no way would I want to save my money by buying a china mp3 worth $40 etc etc. Buttons will be hard to press and makes me feel so cheap. Apple products ftw ! (Y) A relationship feels like a crush D: Hahahahahaaha. Feelings of intense love and missing ): I want to SMS you but I got pride and I want you to sms me first. Hahahahahahahaa. I know you have a lot of homework, so I am letting you do your homework by not meeting you everyday. Imma scorpio, possessive and jealous. But I'm trying to control my emotions cos I know it's not healthy. Still, I have a crush on youu ! :) | thelittleAUTHOR
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✓ Survive school for one semester ! Jiayou =D
(After one semester is a break, therefore I will just think it as one semester) ✓ Year 1 Sem 1 ✓ Year 1 Sem 2 ✓ Xiamen trip (March to April 2011) ✓ Year 2 Sem 1 ✓ Vietnam Serve Trip (Sep 2011, Confirmed) ✓ TCP university preparation camp ✓ Aerobics Camp ✓ Wrap everything up in my blogshop by 10th October. Last meetup 15 October ✓ Cooking w Maangchi ✓ Year 2 Sem 2 ✓ Reopen my blogshop :) ✓ Find a job (~3 week job) ✓ Audit Express Workshop ✓ TCP Effective Communicator ✓ TCP Effective Learner Workshop ✓ MDA job ✓ Korea Trip (30 Mar- 6 April) - Year 3 Sem 1 - Year 3 Sem 2 (Intern @ PWC) - GRADUATE from Poly !! =DD - Get into a Uni Course maiWISHLIST
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