Just came back from the shortest camp I've ever had ytd. Made some new friends or rather acquaintances there. Slept in the same room as Michelle and SY. Played with my netbook till I slept.
The food was really really good. (: No camp fees, and we got to have a hearty breakfast, alumni lunch, and lee wee brothers(lovely otah!) for dinner. Ngee Ann is rlly generous LOLOL.
And the people were nice, friendly and approachable. I think there's opportunity to make friends that are nice and kind.
Then today I was so tired I slept again and again, and i'm still sleepy. But it's understandable since I've sleep debt from the other nights ~
Went to my gong gong celebration. He says I've slimmed down. I did, but maybe a couple of kgs. But still, I like his flattery. LOL,
Ate super giant crabs and my 3 y/o cousin who happens to stay in my house, is super noisy and began hitting everyone. -.-
Exams are coming soon, I'm really sian. Cant wait it for it to end, so I can cook with ease, do NOTHING, absolutely NUTHING but online window shopping, spend more time with Nerdy by swimming and watching online movies and hang out with some close friends. It's high time I take a break from my studies cos I've been studying non stop wout much break since last October due to my Xiamen trip taking up my whole march holidays. 1 month holiday, I'm anticipating you C:
Maybe I should stop trying to understand you. I dont understand why you thrive on being impulsive, impatient and rude. I wanna give up understanding you can? I think it's silly that I'm putting so much energy in trying to understand you, yet at the end, I dont understand you. So that's it. I'm gonna keep my distance. LOLOL.
Procrastination, procrastination, procrastination! D:
I dont think I'm procrastinating now, i'm just tired. Physically tired. Today was a long long day, with 3 2-hr lessons, and stay back till 6pm after that, then met Nerdy Chua. Today was really fun, but where are all the times where I spent the time with no one by myself, watching silly videos without worrying about anything. My life is just filled with homework homework and homework. ):
I'm not sure if it's my time management but I just feel so exhausted catching up.
Today I talked to Gloria on the bus, we sat to Marymount MRT. She told me that internship got GPA. Gosh, work also got grade de, abit weird. I wanna graduate soon.
I'm giving myself a sleeping "treat". Yes, sleeping is a luxury these days. I'll wake up early to do my tutorials :)
Happiness is contagious. It is also a habit. Sometimes when you screw up, have a laugh at yourself. Dont take it so seriously, alright?
Expectations: Without expectations, there are no disappointments. That doesnt mean you dont try. So overprepare, then go with the flow... :)
There's nothing much to blog recently, other than the fact that I'm at my school's internet cafe right now. Heading to lecture in 20 minutes. (:
Tommorow is Leo's induction ceremony, which means that we would get to be an official leo member. Even though I'm not in the committee (not really wanting to commit, or not as yet), I do feel a sense of honour, however small. The past leo outings have been really enriching - I wish to have more experiences there.
"Memories are to be created and then cherished" - Hannah Ong
I'm craving for this now. Bready buns with cinnamon "sauce".
Coupled with a hot cuppa strawberry tea. Would be great. :D
I really dont know where to get this, but seriously, if I cant find it anywhere else I'll just have to get a replacement from Macdonalds. They call it the Cinnamon melts or something. Those from Macdonalds are really too sweet though.
 Credits to: Cinnamonsin Anyway, this is going to be another pretty photo less post because my phone cable is missing, and the rest of my photos are in Nerdy's phone.
Saturday
I wore one of my 2 for $10 top. My grandmother says it looks like $20! (Usually she will understate prices, but this time, she stated a value that was over what I bought!=D). That made me happy, though it didnt really feel very comfortable since it had sort of an elastic thing.
Nerdy went over to my school and we watched 2 videos together - Gforce and The Wedding Game. He also borrowed many books and he looked quite pleased with all his art books.
We were in NP from 10am - 4pm. After that we went to AMK to eat western food. I had aglio olio beef steak pasta, not bad.
Just a quick update before I do some quick revision. :) Haha.
Hello blog. Things are troubling me. :(
Anyway, I'm going to school tommorowwww! Yes, on a saturday. Me and Nerdy are going to watch a few movies at NP's lovely media area in the library, and eat breakfast and lunch there :) The only time I'm reallllyyyyy looking forward to go school LOLOL.
Okay, so here's one more post before I get back to hitting the books then going for Aerobics. (:
I need to find a place of peace, where all my stress goes away. D:
Is here the place ? (:
Today I met some old friends. We talked and talked, and laughed and laughed. It has been so long since I've felt this way. Talking with you guys really makes my day - big time :) Cos I feel accepted and feel like I'm contributing to your lives, my dear friends.I will def treasure the moments and keep it in my heart.
Nowadays, I often feel like I'm surrounded by lots of superficial people(who are the ones that dont read my blog, since I dont release my blog link out easily anymore). I'm not talking about anyone in particular, just the feeling I get. Perhaps the answer could be that I'm not close with them.
Sometimes I feel so lonely in a sea of people I want to scream my lungs out, all of a sudden, to let all the tension out. But I dont, of course.
Meanwhile, just hang in there alright, Hannah? Who knows, amongst the sea of people, there would be friends you end up laughing like how you laugh with your old friends? Who knows?
Hopefully this is a phase, it will pass ^^
Yesterday was the worst quarrel of 1 year and 4 months.
Today I got up from bed at 6.30am, did IB powerpoint and discussion with QL WN and Mena. Our discussion made me smile a little. Good group, in fact the best group for IS ever.:)
After that was lunch with Sinyee. Ate cai fan, just that the fan is pandan rice.
Now in Introduction to Social Psychology class. Graded assignment later. Not going for aerobics.
Monday: School (2 classes), Aerobics session
Tuesday: School (2 classes), Aerobics session
Wednesday: School (3 classes), meet Nerdy
Thursday: Memory survey(30 mins), School (2 classes)
Friday: School (1 class), Umisushi coupon redemption @ 313 somersetSaturday: Finish homework, cook dinner, meet Nerdy
Sunday: Revision (IFA Lecture 7, Tax Lecture 7, COST Lecture 13)
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I’m typing in my school’s internet café, so I’m typing this in font 7 so that people wont be able to peep :P
Anyhow, pardon me for the lack of updates. So the truth is, have been real hesitant about blogging here. Furthermore, having a twitter account allows me to sort of "blog" whenever I want, whereever I want. You see, thus are the reasons for the lack of a proper update in such a long time (or at least it feels like).
Now diary, oh diary. Where do I start?
Sometimes in my life, circumstances can be really overwhelming. People grow apart, such as friends, and time and distance plays such a critical role.
Recently I've met with many disappointments, many negative feelings and thoughts.
Have you ever been in a situation where people say you cannot do it? Well, that doesn’t really affect you if you're sure of yourself, if you know who you are. If you have things going for you. What people say are not true. But what happens if you're going through an identity crisis - trying to find yourself?
But what if, you are going through a rough time? What if you're trying to juggle many things in your life at one go, yet all they are doing is putting you down and not being accepting towards you?
What if the anger you feel towards people who have done wrong towards you could get so overwhelming? Their lack of respect for you drives you to the wall? Misunderstood and unappreciated.
Forgiveness? What is this?
Perhaps it would be better if you thought of the people whom you did wrong to in the past, and that some of them were magnanimous enough to forgive you with open arms :) Perhaps that's where you will draw strength and generousity to forgive those who have wronged you too.
Emotions, they're hard to handle sometimes, arent they?
I've been thinking about certain things for a very long time, but as of yet, I havent found a breakthrough. I will keep pressing on, keep staying strong, taking a break if I might, to find the answer.
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I feel better typing this down. :)
Sorry for my emo post, this are just thoughts that I've been wanting to get out of my system for a very long time.
I'll just end here. I promise, I will be okay soon. )
Love.
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