_Heyloh everybody.
How's life catching on ?
I know mine is busy as hell.

Anyway, who reads my blog?

I know a small handful of people who regularly read it. They're close friends or Nerdy(who used to read regularly, I presume, till he moved to his new house and didn't have internet connection).
But yet, I'm slightly curious to find out who are the others who reads this humble blog of mine.. :D
_Are they simply just people who come here through google? Or are they acquaintances from secondary school or primary school? Does anyone else other than my close friends read my blog?

Hm I guess my answers for the above will pretty much not be answered.

But anyway, a little mystery is nice. :O

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Well....managed to more or less do up our financial modelling.

Spent the whole DAY (like morning, afternoon and a little bit of night) doing it.

At class I kept yawning.

Aerobics today was funner than expected. ^__^.
Teacher Fiona was cute as ever with her funny "sounds" she makes when we do the exercise. And she likes teasing us and makes the class jovial. But more than that, today we learnt shuffling. Not dancing shuffling, but aerobics shuffling. Muzic was good too.

Came back home @ 8.45pm.
Had a quick shower before jumping on the sofa to watch the MAMA awards(or whatever is left of it-______-)
, then The Pupil FINALE :'( .

Tmr's XBRL presentation.


Questions, aplenty.

April 2010.
Remembered vividly on the train, with my subway uniform, I found the answer to my qn.
It was a question I was trying to get around on.
By time revealing the answer to me, this helped me develop faith.
Develop faith that questions would be answered eventually.
If you could be patient, questions WILL be answered.

Now.
Faith is stretched. I'm feeling burnout - Health issues, friendship, r/s, studies, identity.
Many questions I have, unanswered.
Pondering, searching, waiting, at all times hoping.


It will be answered eventually.
Perhaps I shouldnt be so impatient with myself.
(1) Cutsome slack. (2) Withhold any rash decisions. (3) Be in control over my emotions.
Time will reveal everything? :)


❤ Much Luv, Hannah
 
Credits to: Amandadul
Just random tumblr photos before I hit the books
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I missed how I used to be.

As much as I want my old self back, I need to deal with many changes in my life, many intrapersonal changes to be exact. I keep having dreams which signifies a change, both outside and inside.

❤ Much Luv, Hannah
 
_Hellos ^^
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Credits to: Tumblr
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How's life treating you ?

For me I've been REAL busy. A friend said to me yesterday, school this semester is all about going to school early in the morning, ending class at 6pm plus, doing tutorial till you sleep. Then you wake up and the whole process starts again.

Honestly, I'm feeling a sense of pity for myself :(
Shall make a list of the things I want to bu
y or want to enjoy. Which includes chasing psychological anime which I'm into these days.

Yesterday school was from 9am-1pm. After that ate lunch at MUNCH and the vegetables were super oily and chicken was fried.

After that filmed for CLSP project. It was quite fun. We changed library rooms 5 times ! I couldnt control my laughter when on the set. My group mates kept laughing too. >:D The atmosphere of filming a general meeting at the room was rlly weird, I guess it was nervous laughter.

Went off early at 7pm to meet Kennedy. Ate mini shabu shabu with beef at the food court.


❤ Much Luv, Hannah
 
Aerobics today abit dont feel like going. (:

Just finished Kaiji season 1, 26 episodes.


❤ Much Luv, Hannah

 
Today went to school from 10-12nn for Idea Launchpad. We planned our tasks to do for the whole semester. Suddenly got super alot of things to do for IL le. Next week doing survey, should be OK though doing surveys is not exactly my forte.
Talked to my IL project mates, WanEr QiuLing and Meenu.
Pretty nice talking to them. :D

Ate w Sin Yee.
After that came back home to do IL survey questions and manymoon tasks. Stressed :/

Watched 7 episodes of Kaiji and counting. :D
It's really quite sadistic at times, but the psychological thrill is great.

Aerobics tommorow and meeting Nerd after that. Nerd is going to shift house soon. :( Redhill MRT. It's a big change for us.


❤ Much Luv, Hannah

 
Yesterday learnt Financial Modelling @ EAA.
Found the lesson quite okay, just that it's still not really clear how to do my own financial model.

Then had a total of 6 hours + of project work !
Did the project at DIAMOND room.
Felt kinda drained after that.

Something is troubling me.


Ate lunch tgt, asked them if they had read my blog before. Apparently they dont :( LOL. I really wonder who reads my blog, other than me and Nerd sometimes, because there are hits to my blog, though not many.

EAA XBRL project is more or less done, moving on soon to FMGT Docu Video project 20%, RFA pbl project 10%, AUDI internal audit project 8%, EAA financial modelling project 20%, CLSP LcL project 10%. This semester is rlly project intensive. Hope its manageable. As it might seem like alot, but it's not all due in the same week, so it's still OK I s'ppose.


Sorry I'm being a geek, hope I dont bore you too much! :D

At 6pm met Nerdy Chua @ AMK, watched the apple of my eye. Was nice watching it with Nerd.
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The apple of my eye, w Nerd, @11/11/11 <3
_Went home and took instant photos w him :)

Nowadays he keeps saying I think things too much. Well, although I cant totally refute his feedback because there is some truth in it, being a regular reflector and thinker, but I certainly do reap certain benefits to thinking.


I cant change what I really am, but I can make certain positive improvements to how I think things.

❤ Much Luv, Hannah
 
Vulnerability
Today took my camera to school. Took photo w peeps. :)
What a long day today, reached home at 6.45pm.

Then during EAA lesson, my netbook died on me, for like God knows how long it was.  I was so frustrated and stressed. I couldnt proceed like the others in the lesson.

I just started tearing uncontrollably out of frustration. Sorry if I have scared anyone ): I did try to control.

FMGT lecture after EAA, lectured by Ms Cheryl.
HP is so slow in answering enquiries. How unreliable are laptops seriously. Whatever it is, I really need my HP laptop back. ):

Bought 3 mini photo books w black pages to cheer myself up. Went pepper lunch, ate the curry chicken rice upsized drink change to milo ^^v


Meeting Mr Nerd on Friday.

 
Happy Hari Raya everyone ! :)
<3

So today was a holiday. Started off by doing projects, EAA and IL. EAA was from 10-12nn, IL was just some coordination work and uploading of documents on ManyMoon.

I'm prolly talking alien to non-Ngee Ann friends right now, but oh well.

After this Im gonna do LAW homework. >:(

PFFFFFFT. Law is tedious, sure is !

Just would like to share with you guys about me :

After all these years. I've found out something about myself. It is that, I'm a girl with many hopes, aspirations and dreams. And number 2, I'm not the usual teenage girl.
I remembered I took a break from studies for 10 months.
(Dec 2009- Oct 2010).
Many people were shocked/angry/surprised, and I wont be surprised if people judged.

But there were many people who showered love onto me, which I'm grateful of.
For my current bunch of poly friends who didnt asked why I took a break for 10 months, I'm grateful that you respect my privacy :)

Anyway, I came back t school in October 2010, telling myself that I'm going to perform at the best of my ability.

Getting a polytechnic diploma could get me further than continuing to work at a fast food restaurant.

Then somewhere along that line, my focus changed on a university. Diploma was not enough. I guess I got more academically driven, more ambitious, more wanting to climb to the top. Aiming for a university is not wrong. However, at one point of time during this year, together with friendship issues, I got so stressed up.
For me , that was a very dangerous position to be in.
If I let stress and sadness take over me, it means that I'm throwing in the towel.

I tried to remain positive and gradually I got my thoughts in my head sorted out. It was a very slow process of changing the thought patterns in my head.

Now I'm onto my 3rd consecutive semester, and have never felt more accomplished ! :)

School at this age is the right place for me to be, however boring, however tedious, however well I perform. Aint gonna give myself so much pressure. ;)



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My new found guilty pleasure, *drumroll*, Audrey Yap! (Not meaning to sound lesbo here)
I've always admired people who could harmonize or are musically inclined.
:))))))))))))


Whatever it is, check her channel and videos out ! :D

Support Singapore talent.


❤ Much Luv, Hannah
 
Blog, I wish to update you everyday, like how I used to.
Frankly speaking, I feel more vulnerable to let people know about my life than ever.
The hardest part? I dont even know why.

The weather is so good. Gosh.

So anyways, yesterday had a whole day out ! :O
Out from freaking 7am to 12.30midnight ! That's technically 17 hours outside. Muahahahas.


Started a day w going over to Maangchi's hotel. Then headed over to my house, where we prepared ingredients in our Kitchen. Wore a sky blue I love SG t-shirt, didnt know anything more appropriate than this. LOL.

Met Alex Ng and Xinyue downstairs my house eating, then headed upstairs to begin filming. Everything felt so surreal. ~_~


Then started filming. Maangchi introduced to everyone about my recipe. I was smiling all the way umm nervously 
...... and it felt abit weird being in front of a camera. We moved on to the cooking. Maangchi was like, it's smells so good ! And there was one part that I got influenced and started to say it smells nice too.

The end result was not bad. I guess I liked the whole process, though everything seems to be going so fast.

Finished all the filming at 12noon. Alex and Xinyue had to go, so bidded goodbye to them. Maangchi talked at my room and rested.

Headed to the meetup, at Tanglin gate. 50 plus people signed up, but only 20-30 plus arrived. Went inside botanical gardens at 3.20pm, went to a lovely sheltered area beside the swan lake. <3 Everyone started laying their food they bought/made. Lovely spread of food.

3.50pm was when Eeting and Serena finally came!!! :O

Everyone ate happily. A couple of hours passed and everyone slowly left the premise. Bidded goodbye to Maangchi there and then, and headed to northpoint with Serena and Eeting.


And oh my,time seems to pass so fast when I'm with them ! Many words about school was exchanged, and soon it became 9pm when we stopped shopping and headed to Macdonalds to talk till 11.30 pm at night. Had a h2h talk with them.

Cant wait for my Xiao instant camera to arrive to take photos.

Just thought I would make a list of the people whom I want to take photos with and flood my photo album when it arrives !

Not in any particular order:

- Boyf: Kennedy (Which I presume would form the bulk of the photos,lol)
- Immediate family: Mum, Grannie
- Cousins: Fannie, Matthias

- Project mates: Wanning, Sinyee.
                                    Maybe also Chris and Guo Xiang, but it's abit weird to
                                   take photos with guys ~
- Jie jie: Vina
- Long lost church friend: Yicong
-Secondary school friends: Eeting, Hui Chin, Zihan, Juetong

- People who love instant cameras: Eeting, Serena
- Poly friends from 2009: Gloria, Fatin
-Ngee Ann friend: Gabrielle
- CCHY friend: Ernie
- Primary School friend: Pindong and fellow 6c-ians when there's
                                                            gathering
- Fellow Vietnam trip friends: Elaine Chan, Vanessa, Valerie
- Fellow Xiamen trip friend: Rebecca Khoo
- Other social / family gatherings, trips
- Food porn (It's just pictures of food, nothing crude)
- Scenery and unusual sightings
- Solo pictures. X:


❤ Much Luv, Hannah

 
This week have been mad busy, and in utter chaos. This is what happens when I try to handle so many things at one go. :/
I start to panic not having enough sleep and time, and then after all that I realised that in the end that the panics makes the situation worse. So I try to calm myself down. And the cycle repeats itself again.

Yesterday was our 1 year 7 months and we went to eat Buddy Hoagies. Darling paid the bill. After that we did our usual stuff like dancing.

Thank you for being there for me Nerdy Chua and one of my pillar of strength. You make me what I am today.. <3

Today had EAA and CLSP.


EAA.
we did some project yadayada. I was practically disoriented the whole time. T_T Emo Ms Nerd.
However, it is nice to have really motivated and responsible teammates who share the burden of projects. There's still much projects to be completed as the semester has just started, but it really lightens the load.

CLSP

CLSP was a freaking 4 hours ! Oh my tian. I think about 100-150 plus slides!?
Paul Ng was funny though. :)
Ate Korean Chicken Bimbimbap during lunch break w Sinyee and Wanning.
Uber pissed off with unresolved things / issues I'm currently facing.

Homed and called Maangchi but she's not available at the moment.
Still thinking of what to wear for tmrw's filming. Hahhas. (:

My camera and films are on delivery now , from Korea.

Eurasia courier service. My best bet is that it will take 1 week to arrive. 
Yay freaking happy. Hope that it will be constantly used. I've bought a blue notebook with black pages. Still thinking of how to put pictures in the notebook. :D

PEACE ! (:



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    Moshimoshi (or Hello) !
    Thank you for visiting my blog.
    ^___^

    My name's Hannah Ong.
    I loved, am loving, and hope I'll continue to love blogging here in time to come.

    Basically, I talk about my deepest thoughts, rave about food/shopping escapades, ramble about studies/life/etc, and document special occasions right here.
    To me, it's okay not to be a popular or a well read blog.

    Thank you once again for reading or visiting. Please dont judge, and leave an occasional comment for me - it will make my day xx

    ❤ Much Luv, Hannah

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    ✓ Survive school for one semester ! Jiayou =D
    (After one semester is a break, therefore I will just think it as one semester)

    Year 1 Sem 1
    ✓ Year 1 Sem 2
    ✓ Xiamen trip
        (March to April 2011)
    Year 2 Sem 1
    Vietnam Serve Trip
       (Sep 2011, Confirmed)
    TCP university preparation camp
    Aerobics Camp
    Wrap everything up in my blogshop
       by 10th October.
       Last meetup 15 October
    Cooking w Maangchi
    Year 2 Sem 2
    Reopen my blogshop :)
    ✓ Find a job (~3 week job)
    ✓ Audit Express Workshop
    ✓ TCP Effective Communicator 
    TCP Effective Learner Workshop 
    ✓ MDA job 
    ✓ Korea Trip (30 Mar- 6 April)
    - Year 3 Sem 1
    - Year 3 Sem 2 
      (Intern @ PWC)
    - GRADUATE from Poly !! =DD
    - Get into a Uni Course 

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    [since Sep 2010]
    Highlighted in red: Buy in Korea

    ✓ Spongy Slippers - $8.44
    Shoe Bag - $15
    Nice Storage Items :]
    Syrian Hamster+Cage- < $100
    Nee Soon Reading Club - $10
    Nice Study Table - < $400
    Shake Up x 4 - $50
    Perfect Story by LKH - $14.90
     5 Cute Graphic Tees - $50   
     Button Headphones - $14
    Eat Pray Love Book - $20
    Papunzel the Movie - $10
    Time Travellers Wife Bk- $20
    Skinfood Sample Masks - $1
    New Itouch Flip Case - $8.50
    ✓ Couple Ring - < $100
    Nintendo DS (White) - $179
    More Pokemon Games pls!
    Dermal Masks x 50
    Nice files for Notes x 5
    ✓ Post it (Plaster/Eno)
    New Watch D:
    SNSD socks
      2 more pairs of shoes
    25. Overseas with darling
    26. Make fried oreos
    Make Nicko's christmas dip
    2 more pair of shoes - $35
    29. Yoga Mat -$17.90
    Ensure Chocolate ! - $34
    EZ link holder w strap - $4
    ✓ Full post-it collection - $??
    Good Quality Earpiece - $15
    Eat.Pray.Love Breakfast
    ✓ Weighing Scale - $20
    ✓ Make Cabbage Kimchi
    ✓ Make Rainbow Korean Cake
    ✓ Make Rainbow Cupcake
    ✓  Make Japanese Gyozas
    Try Wong Coco's Coconut Juice
    Make Cabbage Kimchi again
    New Eyeliner (TolyMoly Gel)
    Pokemon Black / White ! :D
    Watts Jr rings x 2 *so pretty*
    Moo bows x 3
    Sandals x 1
    Hello kitty calculator
    Make korean tuna pancake
    Science centre with darling
    Swimming with darling (:
    ✓ Zoo with darling
    (Even though I hate smelly animals and the hot sun)
    ✓Try Superdogs !
    Try The Flying Bread
    New keyboard stickers
    Rebond hair ^^
    New phone with good camera
    ✓  Eat caramel corn (Original)
    Eat caramel corn (Stwbry)
    ✓ Kimchi Express again <3
    Charlie Brown again <3
    Domokun magnetic bookmarks
    ✓ Rebond/perm my hair
    ✓ DIY Icing cake @ Bishan
    ✓ Bake something with my oven
    ✓ 3 popin cookin sets
    ✓ Cook something with portobello mushrooms
    ✓ Cook stir fried udon
    ✓ Umi sushi visit :3
    ✓ Visit Mushroom cafe in the park
    ✓ Sell my nintendo DS @ $120
    ✓ Buy that phone casing at AMK
    ✓ Nokia x3 screen protector
    ✓ Visit rabbit brand seafood
    ✓ Have a BBQ bdae celeb ! :)
          With vietnam people :D
    ✓ Try Quiznos Sub
    ✓ Have a hair cut (jean yip)
    ✓ Cook salted egg prawns D:
    ✓ Leo Fusion
    ✓ Monster beats earpiece
    ✓ Sandals x 2
    Make Maangchi's veg pancake
    Make Tsukemen ! <3
    Monster beats earphone
    Ya kun kaya toast(:
    SAKURA BUFFET !
    ✓ Black/Brown circle contact lens         with astig & degree >__<
    Xiao Digital Instant Camera
          (Black)
    ✓Fill up Nerdy's photo album
    Visit Anchor Point's Cotton On
    Visit Qunstown ShoppingCentre
    Buy 3 more slogan tees >_<
    Fix my laptop
    Light & fruity perfume
    94. Visit The Handburger
    New good quality earpiece
    FACESHOP clay mask (nose)
    Colour my hair (natural brown)
    Cook Tofu Jeon
    Cook Kimchi Pancake
    Cook soybean sprouts bibimbap
    101. Cook spicy seafood noodles
    (I'm all fired up for cooking these days ! :D)
    E.L.F Concealer
    ✓ Bronzer
    104. A good bb cream
    TonyMoly red lip tint
    2 new year clothes
    ✓ 2 more hello kitty perfume
    ✓ Black tube
    Black cardigan
    Belt
    Mi Amor Cotton On Bag
    ✓ We Not Naughty Movie
    Journey 2 Movie
    114. Visit Billy Bombers
    Cook Garlic Chives Dumpling
    ✓  Spaghetti w Meatballs
    Extract an Aloe Vera leaf :D
    ✓ DIY Cucumber eye pads
    Toner and emulsion
    120. Make rice milk
    ✓ Make jjangmyun
    Get sth from TheBodyShop
    Shimmery brown eyeshadow
    Make bibimbap
    ✓ Make a green tea face scrub
    Make a green tea/cucumber toner
    Spider camera tripod
    Mineral Powder
    Concealer
    Clear Lip gloss
    Tear Drop Eyeliner (White)
    132. Tonymoly Latte body scrub
     Skinfood Facial Water Vita-A Gel Mask
    ✓  120 Eyeshadow Palette
    ✓  MISSHA Lip palette



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