I hate my home. I want to move out :(
Anyone has felt this way?
I want to have alot of money, around $4000-5000 per month. To shop in gmarket, or outside.
I dont even need a car,let alone a fancy car, I just want to take public transport.
Even though I like my study table and all, but I hate yangyang screaming everyday and my mum's irritating naggings.
Feeling that my life.... sucks now.
I want to be independent.
Was another long day today, this time not a boring day. I'm really deadbeat. I love this particular tired feeling as it tells me I've accomplish much.
1~2pm:
Went to do project with Vanessa at NP. Ate egg mayo sandwich! :) The egg mayo was not rich enough, and the bread's all cold. Subway is still the best ^-^
3~7pm:
Kennedy at my house. Chatted and he watched his movie while I did my stuff. Played with yang toy cars and went down to take our fried rice.
7~8pm:
Ate with Esther at Xin Wang and all 3 of us tried to conquer the red bean snow ice tower at least 1/3 was left uneaten.
9~11pm:
Went to Esther's place to watch a movie. Charis and her friend came along too. Her movie room has had some changes, and I love her sofa, it's really unique and comfy.
11~11.30pm:
Nerdy sent me home, and he rushed for his train.
Tomorrow I'll be selling jewelry at my mum's church conference (And yes, it's non-profit). I love selling things, and without risk of unsold stock, hopefully it can be fun.
Afraid of what's to come. Dont worry Hannah. Like you said one month ago to yourself, There are many things you struggle with internally, but just hope that you can pull it through.
Taken from bloghopping :D
Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
When in doubt, just take the next small step.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will.
Stay in touch.
Pay off your credit cards every month.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck :D
When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. ):
Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present. Sigh
It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.
Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
Over prepare, then go with the flow. (Sucha spot on)
Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
The most important sex organ is the brain.
No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
Frame every so-called disaster with these words “In five years, will this matter?”
Always choose life.
Forgive everyone everything.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Believe in miracles.
God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
Growing old beats the alternative - dying young.
Your children get only one childhood.
All that truly matters in the end is that you loved. <3
Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s we’d grab ours back.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
The best is yet to come.
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
Yield.
Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift
"About" page on my blog is updated. :)
Today was Life Management Skills test. It's abit hard to know what concepts to apply.So I'm a little afraid that I will get like bad marks or something :( But we'll see we'll see. Tcher released us at 2 hours earlier! Pretty hairpee :)
Went ShangRila Hotel to have buffet. The desserts and all were really fantastic. But everyone is so posh and elegant when they're eating, it started to make me feel a little uncomfortable. I prefer to eat normally like I always do. :)
Really bloated after that, I'm not going to eat dinner.
Miss you darling, I was too tired didnt have a chance to talk to you kk. See you soon <3
P/S: I'm starting to fall in love with SNSD again. The girls look so flawless, no matter how plasticky they really are. Media is an illusion, isnt it?
Hoot ^_______^
Just bought $8 worth of fruity notebooks and pretty post-its :) Happy. Haha.
Emo, having PMS :/
Feeling so intimidated, hopeless, and sad.
Nerdy, can you help me ? ):
Today is sucha bored day, I swear.
I stayed at home till I got so damn dizzy cos of the 4 walls around me X_X
Pokemon, eating, and America's Next Top Model.
Who is free this days to meet up with me? (:
Anyway, my mood's not that great.
There's this fcuker, who keeps asking me questions on MSN like "Why did you add me?" and then insisting that I have added her. She is damn young and irritating. Oh please, I wouldnt add anyone I dont know. Should be YOU add me one bah psychotic stalker. I got damn pissed off, then scolded her then she blocked me after that -.-
But I'm kinda disappointed that I handled it badly, and stoop to her level. Sheesh.
Totally no motivation to do homework.
Nerdy is at competition with his friends at Bugis there <3 Dont want to meet him today cos I dont like meeting him everyday cos I always stick by my policy that it's no good to keep meeting and meeting. It's always good to be have his own good time to be out with his own friends while I'm out with mine(Even though I'm rotting today).
Also, studying at his house is quite conducive hence I dont mind going there to study in future :D
[edit, 11.40pm]
Changed my mind. I miss Nerdy so much, i cant wait to see him tommorow!
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Next week is E-learning week ! That means no need to go to school, yays ^^
People might not like E learning and think that it's too much homework and wish to go to school instead, but I love it cos I get to rest + no need to long transport + have flexible time to study. :D
None of my classmates know about my blog :X Cos I deleted my blog link from facebook, msn etc, deliberately. Haha.
Which is kinda good thing since I only want good friends to know about my personal life ^.^
Talking about classmates, I feel kinda happy that I got a good project group, in fact arguably the best project group I've had in my entire school life. Guoxiang Chris Wanning & Sinyee are my permenant project group members for this semester. Guoxiang and Chris are good friends and they're really cute when the quarrel together (Not in a romantic way since they are both guys). We do projects reallyreally fast and this gives us more time to do stuff when other people are doing last minute work. I really wanna pray that we stick together till next sem, and the next and the next...
Talking about my class, I've always not been a fan of poly classes. One word to describe it would be: Clique-ish. Currently there is one guy clique group, 1 girl clique group, and 1 mixed clique group(which is my "clique" apostrophe-d since we are not very strong just known each other for 1 month). I really wanna know more about some of them but yet I cant. It sucks!!!! ):
& not to mention Hannah leads a boring life currently. No cca, not much friends!! D: No doubt I have Nerdy Chua, but my life currently is not how I envision my life to be. I miss my crazy laughter with girlfriends. I miss being slimmer than I am now, I want to be exercising or dancing yet I've no motivation to go out with people other than Nerdy OR slim down ! D:
Will blog soon, and I love you Nerdy ! <3
Took pictures with my darling Nerdy :> Both of us look pretty photogenic.
Now feeling quite blessed, happy memories of my primary school life are flooding in. :)
I'm beginning to like accounting more and more =) It gives me a satisfying feel after I balanced it, even though it might be true that I'm not the sort of "careful" person who will sit there all day seeing what might keep it from balancing.
I'm beginning to dislike business law. The homework is super tedious, even though I love to learn new things about the law.
Time to have a better life. I've gained alot of weight due to stress from when I quitted subway. I need to do something about my weight.
Be professional in whatever you do;
& Like a surgeon, cut away your emotions.
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