Have been to 2 major social gatherings throughout this 2 days.
Feel very relaxed and xinfu. :) Really very xinfu. But after all of that, suddenly I feel empty. Why do I feel something like this?
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Mama, you're asleep.
Just want to let you know that, I love you. Blogshop is not going well and I am stuck with stocks.
Many defected goods, strong and impossible-to-beat competitors like Popular and Challenger. I am feeling hopeless, useless. I procrastinate, I avoid, I am scared to fail. But I'm still holding on, 6 months ? :) I want to clear all my stocks ! (Y) What's life ? )':  Someone was at the doorstep and I knew that it was my masks!
MY korean masks my korean masks ! Quite cheap, great scent, courier service directly from country Korea. OMG LOVE LOVE <3 Wearing one now and gave an Aloe mask to my mum. I'm wearing Cucumber. I love cucumber mask, the scent is so great:D I'm so happy. I want to order thousands of it ! (Just joking). Tommorow is the day, we both spend a FULL day together. I'm so happy that I'm happier than 1 mth/2mth anni. Cant wait :) At Kennedy's workplace now, the lanshop.
He cut his hair, OMG. Hi bad boy look, bye chest nut ! Mixed feelings. Work was suck. Dont want talk about it. Time passes so fast when I'm there, when I am just seeing you. If I could, I would want to stare at you forever :D Ly ~  'Cos I look cool like that                Apologies for the lack of updates. My bluetooth suddenly cant transfer from phone to computer lah. I so pissed off. But nvm.  YUM YUM ! <3 Calorie packed but wholesome breakfast. ^^ After reading Charis' post, I miss 6C so much. The late night movies, the study sessions from o level period right when we were in tertiary, sentosa outings. I miss it. But it no longer works. Things change, people change. New people come in to my life, others step out. But my heart is forever there, 6C will always be a part of me. Always :') I currently feel a sense of belonging and warmth in Subway. Even though it's still considered a "real life job out there", where there is conflicts, strife, and hurtful criticism. But thank goodness the positive outweigh the negative. Anthony today came back, and tapped me on my shoulder. "Hey Hannah...." HAHAHHAHA. And then I shouted "OMG IT'S ANTONIOOOOOOOOOOO!" He's married and 34 but he's my good friend ! :DDD Sara has been PMS-ing like seriously. She says that I only know how to eat and talk alot. Which is so not true ! I do work one okay ! Natalie is goneeeee ! ): OMG I miss her. Allen is a nice boss yet perfectionist. Andoy is a nice guy yet bad guy cos he swears alot, and he changes his name tag to avoid getting complaints. OMFG SO FUNNAYEEEEEE ! Huaseng is damn funny and likes to take shortcuts in the job which is smart yet not very good ? Hahaha. Whatever it is, he's funny and the best part about him is that he believes in horoscopes thats awesome OMG. :D Muus the new malay guy is a black shirt guy(black shirt= part of management, green shirt= normal worker like ME) smokes and is with a sense of humour. But does things ALL opposite OMG, cos he transferred from Cineleisure Subway and all the things he do is different. HAHAHAHA. And finally not to forget Jayce the indian boy who likes soccer and works at subway for FIVE years. I pronounce MACAR-DARMIA(Macadamia) to him and both of us will start laughing. I also told him I'll sell him away for 1 dolllar. Maybe I should take pics of my colleagues to show you guys ! HAHA. I LOVE SUBWAY ! --------- Nerdy I miss you so so much right now. I'm just thinking all about you. Monday, please come faster <3 Nerdy says he wants to come to my house at 6am on Monday so that we are going to exercise without any people . OMG. After that I have no idea what's our program, but spontaneous I guess? Love ! :3 I believe in forever, and I'm glad you do too :)  :3 As many times I blink I think of you, I'd think of you - Tonight.
I still love Vanilla Twilight man! It's still the SHITZX :D How do you know who is for you, and who isnt?
I already know. Ugly people on the inside, namely my ex-bosses and ugly customers. Arent they ashamed that they're so ugly inside? Spreading hatred instead of love. Cos if they aren't, I feel ashamed FOR them. There's one incident, whereby a customer was late for 30 MINUTES and she had absolutely no shame at all, gave me one word SMS-es when asked where was she, and THREW the money at me and walked away with her friend. And her order is a fucking wire wrap. ONE WIRE WRAP, $2.90. I took like 2 bubble tea on my right hand, 3 plastic bags of stocks, and 1 hot packet of wanton meee. Had to sit at the MRT, to fucking wait for her ass to come over to Khatib. And do you know what 30 minutes late means? It means I have 30 minutes less to see my Kennedy and that angers me even more. >:( I never rejected any orders, even though it may be out of the way OR small. But please do not push the buttons. P/S: Maybe what Kennedy say is right, maybe I'm really thinking too much :D P/P/S: Sorry about my rantings. Once I've written stuff like that, I will most likely put the incident behind me and move on. Just to let you guys know I'm A-L-R-I-G-H-T ^^ D;
I'm so emo now. It's not like I dont have money or I have no fashion sense. It's I got no clothes my size to wear. Sad and frustrating encounter: I am very frustrated when I went shopping by myself and this thin girl, told me that I cant fit into any clothes cos I'm an L girl sacarstically. I swear she's such a whore, and if she want to tell me this after FOLLOWING ME AROUND THE SHOP for 10 minutes acting like a stalker, then fucking stop serving customers and go home to your little corner and pee and wail. _|_ Fucking whore. Actually, I've long accepted my figure already. I used to struggle with self acceptance of my figure but right now I'm trying to see the beauty in my figure and make the most out of it. Losing weight to become a S-M sized girl is really tough. The thing that bothers me so much is that,I LOVEEE clothes so much. I believe that no matter what figure you are, it's partly the PACKAGING that makes you attractive, aside from confidence. Every girl wants to feel and look beautiful. I would love to doll myself up and look REALLY great. I would like to match my bow hairbands with a nice top. But clothes outside are either meant for S-M OR XXL. Those $10 clothes sold at bugis bishan etc. L sized clothes are friggin EXPENSIVE. So where's the pretty and affordable L sized clothes? I just want to spend my money and be beautiful, that's all. ): I'm really depressed right now. I want to cry on my pillow just for today. SIGH. | thelittleAUTHOR
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✓ Survive school for one semester ! Jiayou =D
(After one semester is a break, therefore I will just think it as one semester) ✓ Year 1 Sem 1 ✓ Year 1 Sem 2 ✓ Xiamen trip (March to April 2011) ✓ Year 2 Sem 1 ✓ Vietnam Serve Trip (Sep 2011, Confirmed) ✓ TCP university preparation camp ✓ Aerobics Camp ✓ Wrap everything up in my blogshop by 10th October. Last meetup 15 October ✓ Cooking w Maangchi ✓ Year 2 Sem 2 ✓ Reopen my blogshop :) ✓ Find a job (~3 week job) ✓ Audit Express Workshop ✓ TCP Effective Communicator ✓ TCP Effective Learner Workshop ✓ MDA job ✓ Korea Trip (30 Mar- 6 April) - Year 3 Sem 1 - Year 3 Sem 2 (Intern @ PWC) - GRADUATE from Poly !! =DD - Get into a Uni Course maiWISHLIST
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