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7/16/2010

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Hannah has low self esteem D:
How I wish I could sleep and close my eyes, and the next day, everything would be alright.

So many things troubling me :(
I want to throw away my brain.

Today me and Jayce received a compliment letter from a satisfied customer. Made my day :')

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7/15/2010

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Think nothing about the title.
I am starting to hate writing titles, cos nothing seems appropriate. LOL.

What's on my mind now:
1) Miss darling, cos he slept early. Abit of a habit to talk to him / webcam on MSN )':
2) I want my iPod Touch NOW. I cant wait anymore. );
3) Fking fat ! I placed the "FKING" in front for a reason D: D: D: Diet ?

Ate migoreng flavoured maggi and now feel fking fat.

*****

Darling I really really miss you.
It's been a few days since I've met you. Sort of feel a little detached ? ): Dont like feeling this way.


 
Spidee my pet Spider died.
R.I.P Spidee 25th June - 8th July 2010.
Thank you for giving me joy for 14 days ! o.o

Caught a mini dragonfly today.
It is very small, can fly, and has long feelers twice the size as the body. Not sure whether it's dragonfly anot. If anyone knows can tell me mah ?
I name it Dragonite though :)

And P.S, dont ask me why I'm so fascinated over bugs this days. Cos I also dont know why. Prolly too bored:X
Darlingggg !!!!
Every minute with you I love and cherish :)
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At work I'm known as the colleague who loves eating and cant wait to eat everytime :P

Loooveeee food so much.

SEAFOOOD PLATTER FROM AUSTRALIA =D
DALLAS !

OH my ):

 
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Which brings me back to the light years before..
I finally understood that friends are what keeps me going in Subway.
What keeps me perservering, and what makes me smile.
These 3 months have been fun and fufilling, but at the same time physically and emotionally draining.
Friends are really my pillar of strength.

Customers are unreasonable sometimes and look down on service line people.
It's some sort of social hierarchy thing, some sort like a stigma.

Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I get hurt when customers give me a black face or shout at me, of something which isn't my fault or a slightest mistake.
Mercy? Humanity? Kindness? Humility? Peace? Where are all these things?

I know, they are not really angry at me, but angry at Subway. But but, why raise voice? I'm human, do you know that? May your mouth rot. :/

I like to question alot, and I used to be very bothered about it.
But now I'm numb. Numb from black faces. I have not much passion to be nice to customers anymore. More of like a smiley front. I am just working now for the friendship, and of course, money. (:

Sometimes I get very weak inside, so thank you for cheering me up.
Thank you Huaseng for your generousity towards me, e.g: cab ride, lend me money, lend me pen, be nice to me and help me in my work even though you dont dont dont dont have to ! =)

Anyway, today was INSANE. Worked from 745am to 11pm. Yeah, 15 hours !!! I think ? Lazy calculate. Am tired =P

I managed to get a certificate in food hygiene =)
Even though it was easy to pass, but I like having certificates !
It's like, nice ? :)
Easy other than the fact that EVERYTHING was in chinese which made in quite a headache actually.

Jayce and Hua Seng !
You guys are for me and dont have bad intentions :DDDD
 
Other than Nerdy, thank you for loving me at my weakest point in my whole life. Namely: Pindong, Charis, Fatin, Gloria, Hui Chin, Vina, and last but not least, Mummy.
Means so so so much to me !

Pindong, thank you for the encouraging SMS.
Have a warm and fuzzy feeling, knowing that there is friends around, who cares.

Even though the rough patch is now over, I hope I can learn to be humble and kind to people :)


FINALLY FINALLY FINALLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I can post peektures into my little computer. :)


HAPPINESS !

So here we go:

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His compy at Funan, 1 month ago.
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o__O
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Reflection in MRT... Classic couple photo x_X
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July 3rd 2010 ! :D
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Be Hannah's boyfriend need to do mask with me ! =DDD

DALLAS ! <3

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:DDDD Dont know why he do this expression at that time..
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Dallas came in paper bags. Paper bags make me, Happy !
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Fries like damn big man. Humongous.
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4 piece chicken set meal for only $6 !!!! Fking cheap man.

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Fanciful plastic bag, but it's like got F word lor. Weird designer !!





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That would be all.
LOVE YOU :)

Havent bought my iTouch yet. I love my iTouch, even though I havent got it. I want it, now !
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BYEBAIBYE !
 
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3 DOMOKUNS !
Managed to watch 52 episodes of holland v ! Happiness, but feel a little sad cos I know the episodes dont last forever ?
I need a drama series that lasts like a few hundred episodes, so it helps keep me going =DD

My pet spider, Spidee, caught on 26th June is still alive even without any food or water? o_O

Pay day coming pay day coming, next week !
Which equals to my iPod Touch 3rd Generation.
Not getting the 4th Generation as the update is only for 32GB and 64GB.... Say the what operating system for internet is better. Sounds kinda cheap update to me, also internet reviews say same thing that Apple updates are cheap and not worth the wait.
Whatever it is, it's not my concern since I'm getting 8GB.
So happy so happy !
Have been downloading music non-stop for the past few days, to prepare for my iPod touch.

Work.
Quite a number of things happening at work, a bit bored of the job quite routine bah.
I bought a pair of yellow gloves for myself ! $1.50. Hahaha.
Sara wore black shirt, promoted to managerial position. Happy yet envy.
Jayce continues to entertain me and buys macdonalds everyday yets dont get fat. HMPH ANGRY.
Hua Seng is gone, same as Natalie, to university. Both of them are super duper nice, my pillar of strength at work but are gone ): But anyw, I'll be working 2 more months before I go...
Andoy received a complain cos he shouted at customer. Not really pity since he shouldnt have done that in the first place.
Anthony says I choose friends D:


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And last but not least,

HAPPY 3 MONTHS DARLING. (:

I want more Dallas with you ! And hopefully, we can start to exercise together soon. But I'm so lazy, how ? ):


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傻傻的爱我。
傻瓜,我爱你。

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    My name's Hannah Ong.
    I loved, am loving, and hope I'll continue to love blogging here in time to come.

    Basically, I talk about my deepest thoughts, rave about food/shopping escapades, ramble about studies/life/etc, and document special occasions right here.
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