Next week start study break. Like what my friend said, he dont have mood to start touching his books to revise.
Lots of memory work involved. Today met Kennedy after school then ate pepper lunch. Went back to my house and spent the rest of the afternoon together. Then went to meet Mr Lee, Colleen, and Chengmun at Sembawang. Mr Lee gave us a treat leh at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe leh, OMG. Chatted there for like 2 hours. Total bill was $56.30 :D Bought fakehair hair band and gel eyeliner at ARIES. Went to see pets at the sembawang pet shop. Laughed alot. :D It's been long since I've felt a sense of closeness and had such great fun and felt so safe with friends today, other than Nerdy. I like this feeling of security. http://www.detectiveconan.ws/ I love detective conan and how he solves the cases ! Just like how I like Liar Game and other Hong Kong investigation dramas. 600 episodes to watch. :) Naise ! Haha. I got another announcement to make.
It's that I've changed, quite a far bit as compared to 2009. Dont expect me to stay the same, when I've had: - Left school in 2010 - Worked at Subway for 6 months - Found a boyfriend - Go back to school again, this time, meeting new friends. I might not have the time and capacity to meet up with my old friends, not during school term, but I could during holidays. And even if I meet, dont expect me to stay the same. I think I've become more: (2011/2010 compared to 2009) - More straightforward (Subway customers/colleagues criticize you ALOT, not that it's always a bad thing.) - More notorious - More sure of myself, and who I am - More mature - More distant (I'm more deep in thought than ever) - Less worrisome - More rounder (Subway fed me well, left over cookies) - Lesser time (I'm trying to lose weight but with no avail, cope with my always fluctuating emotions, and meet my boyfriend every other day cos I miss him) I'm not trying to say this to upset or offend anyone, or target at anyone I just want to communicate what I feel about myself to everyone. In fact, I'm really sorry if I never turn up for gatherings. Will try to meet: 1) Pindong & 6C (Very guilty about rejecting him like always) 2) Zihan & Eeting (Mr Lee's trip, really sorry about that. And eeting also! T_T) 3) Fatin and Gloria (For lunch sometimes you call me. I'm REALLY guilty! Sorry Fatin) 4) Vina (Will meet you soon!) I'll try to make time. Maybe I'll create a To-Do list and meet all my old friends during my 2 weeks of holidays. I got an announcement to make.
Yesterday I realised something. That someone is in love with me, very much. Nerdy Chua, sometimes you love so blindly, with someone like me. What do you see in me? |