It's that I've changed, quite a far bit as compared to 2009.
Dont expect me to stay the same, when I've had:
- Left school in 2010
- Worked at Subway for 6 months
- Found a boyfriend
- Go back to school again, this time, meeting new friends.
I might not have the time and capacity to meet up with my old friends, not during school term, but I could during holidays. And even if I meet, dont expect me to stay the same.
I think I've become more:
(2011/2010 compared to 2009)
- More straightforward
(Subway customers/colleagues criticize you ALOT, not that it's always a bad thing.)
- More notorious
- More sure of myself, and who I am
- More mature
- More distant
(I'm more deep in thought than ever)
- Less worrisome
- More rounder
(Subway fed me well, left over cookies)
- Lesser time
(I'm trying to lose weight but with no avail, cope with my always fluctuating emotions,
and meet my boyfriend every other day cos I miss him)
I'm not trying to say this to upset or offend anyone, or target at anyone I just want to communicate what I feel about myself to everyone. In fact, I'm really sorry if I never turn up for gatherings.
Will try to meet:
1) Pindong & 6C
(Very guilty about rejecting him like always)
2) Zihan & Eeting
(Mr Lee's trip, really sorry about that. And eeting also! T_T)
3) Fatin and Gloria
(For lunch sometimes you call me. I'm REALLY guilty! Sorry Fatin)
4) Vina
(Will meet you soon!)
I'll try to make time.
Maybe I'll create a To-Do list and meet all my old friends during my 2 weeks of holidays.