Yesterday was a lovely day for me and fannie. <3

We quarrelled alot, typical us, but since it was her so called last day being nannied till 6 months later, we were more lenient to each other.

Grannie cooked silver fish porridge for both of us.
Then at night, I treated her baked rice at Buddy Hoagies (:

Love you fannie!

And mummy, I love you so much. But you're leaving :(
Leaving Singapore for 1 week to Europe. Leaving me alone. Hmph.

p/s: I cant stop looking at suju :D:D:D:D And furthermore, it isnt unhealthy like other  MTVs with nonsense models which makes you feel fat so yeah, conclusion: SUJU is healthy! And it's healthy and nice, yay.
     
Did you know chereographers of suju sorry sorry also chereographed justin timberlake's dance ?? :D Bet you didnt know!

At home nowwwwww.

Closed my TheDigitalBee shop to have a breath of fresh air. Will be bringing in new goods through this period, and take time to just relax. :D

Failed my diet yesterday :(
Feel dieting so meaningless and tedious. Hais.
No matter how much KG i lose the fats will still knock at my door in the end.
Can fats just byebye ? Pleaseeeeeee. :(

"It is better to be hated and be yourself, then to be loved and be someone else".

I have a reason for not changing my stubbornness, for not changing myself just because of people's comments.
Sometimes friends give advice on how I should live my life. A part of me appreciates them that they care. At the same time, a part of me still wants to be the person I am.

I'm shooting at no particular friend, but just that since I'm going through a difficult time now, and a handful of friends have been giving me advice. Thank you for still taking time to give me advice, I really appreciate it.

However, I will only change myself if i feel a DEEP conviction in my heart. Yes, if I feel this DEEP DEEP conviction in my heart to change. Also, if I feel it is logical to do so.

For example, person A tell me to change my stubbornness. "Dont be so stubborn la".
Then I will take time to question myself, "Am I really stubborn"?
For this instance, yes I agree that I'm stubborn.
The next step is to contemplate whether to change or not.
But then again, stubbornness can be both GOOD and BAD. Hence, I will call it a neutral characteristic. And since it is a characteristic that will benefit me as well, I am NOT changing, cos changing makes no sense.

So that is ME.

Nowadays, I get many glances and weird stares from people, judging penetrating eyes. For me, with the thin skin that I have, I naturally feel very very very hurt and I hated myself for writing OPEN bullshit in my previous blog and being so free to sabotage myself............but later when I think back, there are still friends which stick by me even though they know who i TRULY am. Thank you for that. :)

So I let this be an opportunity to know who is with me, and who isnt.
Also, I am those kind of people who DONT like to hide.

But anyway, I dont mind being hated or despised for writing what I feel at that point of time, aka banananscenteddiary.onsugar.com :)

So what if I'm fat, unpersevering and horny? I dont really care.

I'M JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE.

Was reading my blog just now: http://www.bananaboomerangsandshootingstars.blogspot.com. (:
2009 was indeed the best point of my life. D:
I miss everyone!!

Feeling so so so so so lazy today! Want to sleep in so much.
6C outing later.

Goodbye.

Sea of faces

GYM-ed with Eeting Zihan today.
Cardioed around 35 mins :)
Lesser stamina and they like super athletic lor x_X
Feel a bit lousy about my sports ability.
But NVM, I can be fit tooo, in time to come ! :)

After that went to drink my favourite drink at 800 plus the yishun market.
Soya bean mixed with chin chow. Damn nice. Had one full cup, around the same as bubble tea cup. 90 cents somemore. So nice and cheap :D

Then, Zihan told me a SUPER funny thing.
Eeting asked both of us if we were keen on Kbox-ing sometime.
I said okay while Zihan said she didnt want Kbox cos she didnt like.

Me: Why you dont like?
Zihan: Just dont like lor. You know that time me and my other friends go kbox sing right, after that when I went back home the world still havent changed. Nothing has changed.
Me: Then shopping leh? Shopping makes you LOSE money leh!
Zihan: Ya but shopping at least the clothes you can bring home. Kbox like waste of time lor.
Eeting: Okay, i get what you mean..
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Funny to tears, the way she said it :D

Then slacked at the playground.
Decided to take stupid and ridiculous photos.
Lots of giggling.
Photos with them are always nice and fun :)
So now uploading it for fun.

DISCLAIMER: We dont need psychiatric support, thank you!
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It's FRIENDS YOU CAN KEEP ! <3
Haha, jokes aside, we were just out to have fun!

Migrated from bananascenteddiary.onsugar.com.
I created onsugar as it sounded cool and sugary. :)
But overtime, it became a comfortable place for me to rant about negative things. So thought that maybe I should have a change.

Hope weebly would be greaat. :)

Anyway, today was awesome, and productive. (Y)

#1
Did alot of errands for my blogshop, at least there is some kinda momentum going on.
My $540 kena stuck today at the ATM machine, but at least things got sorted out in the end.

#2
Watched the recent Jack Neo film alone. Yes, alone. And it was still awesome. Walked home after that.

#3
Went to 6C study session, which is me and Pindong only. We walked around after that and he began telling me stuff, which I felt really comforted after that. Thank you for being such a good entertainer and friend.

#4
Hence now I am really inspired to change my life for the better. To leave just all behind, and start afresh once again.

Will fill you in, in time to come.

With love,
Hannah Banana