Have been thinking hard about things alot for the past few days.
Quarreled with Kennedy over things a few days back, perhaps trivial ones, which I threatened to end our relationship again. Was feeling very upset with myself over not cherishing him and things around me. Because him being sincere and loving me unconditionally is enough. How many people in this world are sincere towards you? Will cry for you when you are in pain? Or genuinely laugh with you when you're happy?
So I finally met him today and cooked dried maggie with one sunny side up for him. After that he watched Iron Chef, and because of that he got hungry again, so I need to make for him one more peanut butter sandwich !!
Boys are really hungry creatures, arent they.
Should stop talking about food, since I'm on a diet! :D
About the friendship issues, I've got to learn how to trust in others. Simply because, if you cant trust friends, you'll feel isolated, lonely, and other than that, building trust with friends is a necessity in poly life. But my heart has been broken so many times... And the more I keep reminding myself that, the more the old wounds are being digged up and it hurts more. I need to consider to build up my self esteem, by exercising. I can do it!
I've got to share rooms with my room mate for 5 weeks in China!! Abit petrified at the thought of sharing rooms with someone :X
Room mate, please bear with me :)
Cant post photos up cos of bluetooth problem.
So anyway, yesterday me and my ma made Cabbage Kimchi! =DD
One chinese cabbage yielded to be 2.7kg.
The taste was..... fishy, crunchy, and not so hot.
Texture was... weird cos of me substituting flour and sugar for apple and pear. (Some recipes do substitute).
Have yet to let it ferment for a while under room temperature so that it will become more sour :)
Need a candy apple, desperately
Guess what I'm making tommorow? :D
Hint:
Accounting paper today and I could complete it!
I was pretty happy because yesterday I did at snail speed, literally. Was afraid that I could not finish ):
Hopefully I can get good GPA. :)
Then went to AMK Hub alone, since all my classmates were with other friends ): and tried to find Sumo House for Jap food <3 But couldnt find and the more I walked the more lost I became.
After walking for half an hour, decided to eat at Long John Silvers instead. Man, the service was really bad there >:( The workers there were like talking, and food served super slow. The soup also very powdery. Homed after that~
Well, so now that exams are over, I've got to exercise 4-7 times a week, go on a diet, meet some friends, and do heavy packing for xiamen trip. So much to do, but I'm feeling so so lazy, I just want to sit in front of the computer all day. Gosh.
11 days to Xiamen ):
Have been eating sashimi rice and sashimi sushi recently :P
Credits to Google
However, remember not to eat it too often, as eating unfresh raw salmon would give you a high chance to tapeworm infection. Tapeworm meaning a REAL worm, which is around 25 feet long when it becomes an adult. It is a parasite, and will take away some of your vitamins, etc. How does it come out of your body you might ask? It comes out from your an*s. Yes, a real worm coming out. I'm serious, go google if you dont believe me people :D
Law Paper today. Wrote 15 pages worth of essays long. You can imagine how tired my hand was after the paper. It has never ached so much throughout my whole life, okay, or maybe comparable to Social Studies O Level paper. Tommorow is accounting and I dont have much motivation to do anything. I just wanna sleep, I'm really so damn tired already... haish.
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Happy that I got my accounting trial paper 95% right. But did it in 3 hours instead of only 2 hours in exam. LOL!