Quarreled with Kennedy over things a few days back, perhaps trivial ones, which I threatened to end our relationship again. Was feeling very upset with myself over not cherishing him and things around me. Because him being sincere and loving me unconditionally is enough. How many people in this world are sincere towards you? Will cry for you when you are in pain? Or genuinely laugh with you when you're happy?
So I finally met him today and cooked dried maggie with one sunny side up for him. After that he watched Iron Chef, and because of that he got hungry again, so I need to make for him one more peanut butter sandwich !!
Boys are really hungry creatures, arent they.
Should stop talking about food, since I'm on a diet! :D
About the friendship issues, I've got to learn how to trust in others. Simply because, if you cant trust friends, you'll feel isolated, lonely, and other than that, building trust with friends is a necessity in poly life. But my heart has been broken so many times... And the more I keep reminding myself that, the more the old wounds are being digged up and it hurts more. I need to consider to build up my self esteem, by exercising. I can do it!
I've got to share rooms with my room mate for 5 weeks in China!! Abit petrified at the thought of sharing rooms with someone :X
Room mate, please bear with me :)