Depression fading away, happiness starting to reside in my heart.
All of a sudden, I got so much things to do.
And all of a sudden, I feel overwhelmed. I dont know whether is a good or bad thing. But oh well :)
Mum says that friends do not care MUCH whether you are fat or thin, stupid or smart, if they want to be with you, it's because of who you are, it's because of your personality.
I used to think that I needed to please others just to get friends, after the traumatising incident in sec 2 :/
So slowly but surely, I'm adopting a new mentality. A mentality that will hopefully allow me to trust others better, and enjoy life more. A new mentality that all you have to do is just to put yourself out there, take a deep breath and a risk, and there will always be people who take you as you are and love being around you.
So anyway, this is my schedule:
30/03(Wed): Meet Fatin and Gloria
31/03(Thur): Meet customer to trim laptop skin.
01/04(Fri): Go church with Mercy. Shopping with Charis.
02/04(Sat): Meet 3 customers. Go out with my happy pill.
03/04(Sun): Go out with my happy pill again.
04/04(Mon):
05/04(Tue):
06/04(Wed):
07/04(Thu): Start Subway job
Not alot, but keeps my mind off things.
Lastly, I love some special people <3