To mask all the hurt away, is to smile it away.
I have difficulty in showing people who I truly am, in trusting people, even good friends.
The good thing is, that I'm not alone. I can cry on someone's shoulders, or rather some people's shoulders since there are more than one person.
Like Ma since she may not understand me, but she's here for me and genuine.
Like Nerdy since he say he'll be there for me always, and through his eyes I know he means it.
P/S to readers: I'm sorry for all the emo posts, if you are affected easily, guess you shouldnt be reading this :)