Woke up at 4am and it's 5am now starting to feel a little tired.
Perhaps it's a time management issue, but in the recent months I cant find time to go out with friends. There's just so much on hand, that me and Nerd sometimes find it difficult to make time for each other. After all this, my energy resources are almost all depleted.
The rest of the time is spent to make time for myself too, and engage in my hobbies like cooking and shopping.
(And maybe sleeping. Hohohos).
I'm an introvert, I recharge my energy by introspecting and engaging in my own activities or hanging out with 1 close friend. Sometimes social activities will drain me.
I'm gonna try to find those activities, even in school, that will help increase my energy resource.
So there's still energy left to do more things ^.^
Dont get me wrong, I love maths and numbers. It's second nature.
But schoolwork most of the time will drain my energy resource.
Idk. Schoolwork and me, in some ways, dont gel together.
Though YOU might find it hard to believe /:
What is my all time favourite though and will make me HAPPY is:
-School shutter bus
-Editing videos via Windows Live Movie Maker for projects ^.^
-Nice friends/people at school, though not many.
-Overseas immersion trip opportunities and the trip itself.
(There's a difference. The former is ANTICIPATING for the trip. And the latter is the trip
itself. So it's two different things).
-Eating during break timeeeeeeeeeee. Whoops.
-Hijacking rooms and booking library rooms.
-SOME presentations
(Used to HATE doing presentations and was very scared of it. Now I still get the jitters but
somehow it makes me feel accomplished :o) )
-Double decker Bus 74
(But only if I can get a window seat AND on the top level. Sorry to sound super anal about
it. Heeheee).
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Anyway, I was quite disappointed and upset when a friend asked me,
"Are we still your best friends?"
It could mean alot of things.
I wonder if my other friends would understand my situation ?
Or do some of them feel disappointed ? Sigh.
Either way I would understand I s'ppose.
Another SIGH.
I aint gonna give a shit anymore. Fk this crap.
My time is MINEEEEEEEE.
I know I've got choices to make, but that's the beauty of it.
If I'm too tired, I aint going out.
I would rather be a happy person and alone than a sad person around a sea of people.
Currently though, i'm feeling very alone. :(
Perhaps it's a time management issue, but in the recent months I cant find time to go out with friends. There's just so much on hand, that me and Nerd sometimes find it difficult to make time for each other. After all this, my energy resources are almost all depleted.
The rest of the time is spent to make time for myself too, and engage in my hobbies like cooking and shopping.
(And maybe sleeping. Hohohos).
I'm an introvert, I recharge my energy by introspecting and engaging in my own activities or hanging out with 1 close friend. Sometimes social activities will drain me.
I'm gonna try to find those activities, even in school, that will help increase my energy resource.
So there's still energy left to do more things ^.^
Dont get me wrong, I love maths and numbers. It's second nature.
But schoolwork most of the time will drain my energy resource.
Idk. Schoolwork and me, in some ways, dont gel together.
Though YOU might find it hard to believe /:
What is my all time favourite though and will make me HAPPY is:
-School shutter bus
-Editing videos via Windows Live Movie Maker for projects ^.^
-Nice friends/people at school, though not many.
-Overseas immersion trip opportunities and the trip itself.
(There's a difference. The former is ANTICIPATING for the trip. And the latter is the trip
itself. So it's two different things).
-Eating during break timeeeeeeeeeee. Whoops.
-Hijacking rooms and booking library rooms.
-SOME presentations
(Used to HATE doing presentations and was very scared of it. Now I still get the jitters but
somehow it makes me feel accomplished :o) )
-Double decker Bus 74
(But only if I can get a window seat AND on the top level. Sorry to sound super anal about
it. Heeheee).
-------
Anyway, I was quite disappointed and upset when a friend asked me,
"Are we still your best friends?"
It could mean alot of things.
I wonder if my other friends would understand my situation ?
Or do some of them feel disappointed ? Sigh.
Either way I would understand I s'ppose.
Another SIGH.
I aint gonna give a shit anymore. Fk this crap.
My time is MINEEEEEEEE.
I know I've got choices to make, but that's the beauty of it.
If I'm too tired, I aint going out.
I would rather be a happy person and alone than a sad person around a sea of people.
Currently though, i'm feeling very alone. :(
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