Whereas on the other hand, I get anxiety dreams such as socially anxiety ones or failing my exams.
I somehow feel quite disappointed that by it. I know it doesnt make sense, I mean it's just a dream right.
But it's because you have me in your mind all the time, it's so touching than any flowers or any pricey item. And I truly feel encouraged. Your love always feel me feel encouraged and love, yet inadequate by your deep capacity to love.
I want to be happy. I want to dream about you too.
I cant wait to spend my days with you. I want to reach 1 year, 2 year, 5 year, 10 years.
My first christmas with you, my first valentines next year, our first year.
But I guess I should be more patient, and live in the present with you.
P/S: And sorry if this post is very mushy. But some things are embedded deep in my heart, and I feel so much better writing this post.
Love <3