Why cant I care for you enough ? :(
I've read through the SMSes to and fro between us today and I realised how childish I truly am. Here you are, telling me honestly how you feel, and there I am reasoning who's at fault etc.
I really dont know what to say,and I know whatever I say now doesnt mean much, after the angry SMSes today.
But all I just want to do now is to give you a hug and beg for your forgiveness.
I am sorry.
I cant promise you to stop crying. Tears may just flood my eyes again.
I just wish things would be the same again :(
Where you pick your free dates when I SMS you my work schedule for the week. Now I dont even dare to sms you my schedule. Maybe cos of my silly pride.
I just wish the words I have said to you has not come out of my mouth.
I just wish I could just open my mouth and learn how to communicate with you, telling you there and then how I feel and what's wrong.
I just wish.