For me, I cant figure out myself today.
My feelings were: Happiness + Guilt + Anger + Sadness + Confusion altogether at the same time.
Does this make any sense?
i want our relationship to go back where we first started. The feeling was so innocent and passionate at the same time.
You said you are tired from 3 aspects of your life, things are not going the right way. I do understand, yes I do. I can imagine myself in your shoes, and I can feel your hurt and frustration. I wish to unload it, solve your problems, and also thought about asking your mother to understand you and give you the pocket money you deserve.... But the thing is that, I dont know how to help you.
When you told me that you feel like giving up in the SMS,many thoughts ran through my mind. You want to give up, US? Why?? ):
Then today night incident came.
I just couldnt think straight. You tried to calm me down then.
I hope you forgive me too, cos I like you more than him. He is my superior and I admire him as a friend, not till the crush extent.
At the end of the day, I still love you very much and I want to be with by your side so badly, every minute if possible.I dont want to give up so fast. Let me know what you think, and I'll respect your decision..
I'm sorry.