I just want to love you more and more, and know EVERYTHING about you.
Thank you for the little things you do like downloading nice movies for me, buying honey dew sago, telling me funny things about yourself, and how you say you can wait for me. It really makes my day.
I hope I can learn how to communicate better with you so that you can understand me more.
I love you so much, till thinking about you brings me to tears of joy. (':
See you on Tuesday and Thursday !~
Yesterday last minute me and Eeting went out together to Northpoint ^^
Finally ate Macdonalds Horlicks Ice cream !
It was an experience but it was horrid. Too sweet and too expensive.
Then ate Yellow Curry at Thai Express while Eeting watched me eat.
We went to play DDR afterwards. There were alot of people there and we had to wait like 1 hour to play one game. And I got A for "Get up and Move". It's my favourite song ! =DD I want to learn how to play greater level !
She says I've changed, cos I used to read books about "Self -Help" and now I've changed my scope of books to "How to nurture a long lasting relationship". Hahahahas (;
I really miss Eeting. I really miss the times we played Jubeat together(even though both of us are still NOOB) and cherish the times we played DDR yesterday. It feels like I've known her for a long time and yet it's only 3 years.
Jiayou Eeting, I love you ! ^^
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P/S: I dont really like the fact that you are a great flirt and only care about knowing chio bu. I dont understand why virgo guys are like that; So flirtish. I dont even want to go close to you as a friend cos I am scared you will hurt me as a friend and judge me cos of my looks. So I am trying to distant myself away from you now, cos I want to protect myself.
Which brings me to a conclusion that:
- I am better sticking around with my own group of good friends.
- Guys out there are generally bad D: Except yangyang, Nerdy, 6C guys, my CCHY teachers, and a few exceptions.
I'm so afraid of losing people ): Like an irrational fear. I worry about it everyday.Whether it's good friends, colleagues or nerdy. I am REALLY scared they dont like me anymore and suddenly forget about me. I wish I could stop worrying and be in peace with myself.SIGH. I'm such a worrisome person I wish I could just be happy and feel peace in my heart.