On-ed my computer just to blog, because I have many thoughts running through my head right now :) My head is spinning but I need to blog about my thoughts, so here I am.

So last week I went to Subway, behind the counters, to collect my testimonial. Many different faces ALREADY except 2 people. One person which I couldnt say hi to, and Aunty Irene <3 Her hair definitely grew longer, and she looks different. The arrangement behind the counters was slightly different too.

Which made me think that, wow time has passed so fast, and no I'm not exaggerating. After the horrible incident that happened when I was still a sandwich artist, I have ever since not looked back, concentrated and diverted all my energy into my new friends and my studies, and have forgotten about Subway. I dont know if it's a good thing or not, but the trip back made all the memories flow in to my mind once again.

I was once again reminded of how many friends I've made there, that have enriched my life. Especially two very special friends (which happens to be above 25 LOLOL).


Dearest friend,I miss how you buy long john silvers after our night shift. I miss how you laugh at my jokes, encourage me to become a cashier which made me realised I loved doing cashiering ^_^ , thought me stuff at work, gave me a CD you're burned which you played while baking cookies in the morning, confided in me that you had anorexia last time and still think you're fat even though you're goddamn skinny. I wish to say that I miss you to you. I really miss you to tears.
You might have forgotten me because it's been 7 months. And even if you have never forgotten me, I know things wont be the same again. But you're made such an impact in my life, I cant forget you.I know you're smart, and you're in NTU now ^_^ That's why I wish to aim for NTU accounting.
It would help if I could confide in you, and tell you how my school life sucks right now and how lonely I feel at school. I dont know why, I cant trust anyone in school right now (other than maybe 2 people which i have around 65% trust in). I miss those days when Subway colleagues were so encouraging and worked as a team. I miss that unity, I miss that togetherness, I miss that busyness till you cant think about any of your problems. Most importantly, I missed the connection, the friendship.
It would help if you knew I was struggling in managing my expectations at school. I need to get into a local university. I know that there are other paths after polytechnic but that's my aim. And I know it doesnt matter if at the end I dont make it to a local university... But I am afraid, my friend. :( I'm really afraid of failing and not meeting my expectations. Please tell me I'm giving myself too much pressure.Thank you for brightening up my past, Subway will be my home and always be my home. Just like you, how you'll always be my friend.Till our paths meet again,Hannah Ong



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    Moshimoshi (or Hello) !
    Thank you for visiting my blog.
    ^___^

    My name's Hannah Ong.
    I loved, am loving, and hope I'll continue to love blogging here in time to come.

    Basically, I talk about my deepest thoughts, rave about food/shopping escapades, ramble about studies/life/etc, and document special occasions right here.
    To me, it's okay not to be a popular or a well read blog.

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    ❤ Much Luv, Hannah

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