Today was a long day, as all typical Thursday lessons are.
After that headed over to eat pepper lunch by myself for dinner.
Truth be told, I'm feeling slightly screwed about common tests. Have been feeling quite lethargic these few days. On top of that revision is kinda rush. :/ I guess I'll just make do with what I am able to do now. Common tests dont last forever, this tiredness is only temporary.
Im feeling sleep deprived. When holidays come I'm gonna take the opportunity to tuck into bed early. Sleeping is such a luxury.
Things are becoming routine.I'm begging for a kick in my life, as well as more stability. Something that makes me feel excited, happy and fufilled.Dear God, sometimes I'm feeling this weight on my shoulders.I just want to be understood. I crave for people to understand me. But most of all, I crave to understand myself, what I'm truly made of. I'm so lost right now. I want to be who I was in that green uniform and dark green apron - happy, surrounded with people, and driven with full of purpose. But if I cant be who I was as per last year, please let me be a new and happy Hannah. This is my silent prayer, to you.please.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah