I'm not lazy to blog(okay, maybe a little), I just found another new home and have been up to quite a number of things.
Dont be mistaken, thepursuitofhappiness will still be my home, it has brought me through difficult times and joyous times.
Leo "Awareness for Special Needs" Camp , 17-21 June
(2 days crew training, 2 days actual camp)
I felt from day one that I'm not an ideal camp crew, not the googooogaaagaaa-enthusiastic-jumping-and-cheering-all-over-the-place-girl, to be honest, given my introspective personality. But I really felt encouraged for the good reviews given the group at the end of the day.
Highlight: We tried using wheelchairs all around the campus.
I miss the Leo Club, and I can identify with people there. I feel like I could establish meaningful friendships and learn new things. Hopefully there will be more events organized for me to attend, since it's an event based CCA.
Recent Purchase from Gmarket
2 pairs of Mirror Lens SWAN goggles
After applying gmarket coupons, $36.30 including registered postage.
Thoughts
Probably feeling detached and disconnected, but I'm still alive. I'm going through a really rough patch emotionally. As much as I would like to stay independant, I'm only human. I need to be connected with people, I need to feel encouraged, to feel loved, to love myself once again. I cant let life pull me down. Sure I make mistakes, so this is the time to forgive and let go. It's time to open up my heart, when I'm ready, to accept love.