Sushi nails :O
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Yesterday did some filing of my notes.
Have also been catching up on the Aaron Tan saga too.
Then at night ate at Ishi Mura, then watched Puss in Boots with Nerdy. I wont say that it's a bad movie. The movie is really lighthearted and upbeat, just what I needed on a Friday night. :)) But for the storyline, I found it personally a little weak. Still I didnt regret watching it.
Today meeting Eeting and after that, Nerdy. Might edit this post laterrrrr:D
_The pig is super duper cute, agree? :D
Dont know what to do today. Considering to do my holiday timetable. Not to mention doing some serious christmas shopping. Havent started yet. Still contemplating. All the online items uber good. T_T
Oh mai God, bo lui liao.Though Fannie keeps on asking me to play with her.
And and, Maangchi's Gapshida blogpost to Singapore is here!~
Photos:
(Credits to Maangchi) _
Tata~
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
As said in title, common tests are over ! 4/4 papers out ! Yeah. ;)
Overall, I think I did pretty okay. Though I STILL think there is room for improvement.
Met Chris by coincidence @ MUNCH before Financial Management paper. Talked with him for a while. Talked about sleeping dreams and secondary school and grades and annoying parents and other nonsense. LOL.
On my FMGT paper after I completed and checked and stuff I used the last minute of the paper duration to draw a flower and a bee, and a philosophical quote dedicated to the person marking out of boredom! Heeheeeeeee. =DD The thrill was fun while it lasted.
And NO, I dont have a picture of what I drew/wrote in the exam.
Like DUHHHH I'm still quite conservative and dont wanna risk being penalized D:
After that ate a fatty lunch :O Zomg. Like quite fatty. Homed then computer-ed then slept for 3 and a half hours, like a pig/ log :(
I've been tired these few days. I need to do something about this tiredness.
Gonna do a holiday timetable, many serious stuff to do.
Which was why I was feeling kinda indifferent upon knowing that common tests are over.
(4 homework/3 project/2 days Batam holiday/meetup with friends/etc)
It's gonna be a damn busy holiday !!!
Hope it's fun tho :DDDD
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
Mugging is only temporary, kampateh !
Yesterday tried studying at Nee Soon CC and it was quite productive.
Studying at the reading club is luv. <3
Want to go there study now but sort of, lazy :X
My relatives, including my 11 year old cousin whom I'm close to, is going Batam but I've already got something on.
I was like, damn!
Hopefully the thing can postpone so I can go out with them this weekend to Batam >_____<
Long due photos:
The NERDS :D
:P
Guess where is this?! Cash converters! Hahahaha.
_If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
Yesterday when I was bored I did a banner for my blog.
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TO THIS!!!!!
TADAAAAAAAA. :D
For people not up there, doesnt mean I dont love you k? It really doesnt. I do, just that I can only put 5 photos at one time :P
Today was CLSP. Saw Mr Low S.C invigilated it.
When I looked at the paper, I was like OH MY TIAN. My mind went a little blank during reading time.
Then in the end I completed it and I think I did O.K.
It wasnt as bad as what I've contemplated it to be before sitting for the test..
After that walked with Sinyee and Wanning. I want go out with them during the holidays ! As project mates. But dont know whether they keen or not, plus plus they sound busy. Plusplus we live very far. :(
Ate cai fan, 2 vegetables and cripsy chicken. :3 The uncle just fried the crispy chicken, oh man it was hella nice ! I know it's just caifan, but. After that bought some hot soya milk. :3 Yummy.
Went home and yang and fan was super naughty.
Nerd installed internet le at his house which means can WEBCAM tonight. V long never webcam with him le.
Gonna be a busy 2 week holiday ahead.
Oh, and last paper is FMGT tommorow!!!!
I deserve happiness.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
_Nerd as a Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)
Determination is something you are familiar with. Utterly immovable, and infinitely patient, you may be perceived as stubborn, but you're also gentle, easy going, and good natured. You personify stability, and crave consistency. You are strong, stable, and dependable, trusted and inspire trust in others. Careful and deliberate, you never leap before you look. You seek value, comfort and pleasure, and prefer to be surrounded by positive energy. In matters of the heart Taurus, you treasure, trust, loyalty, and passion.
Me as a Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
You have a way of accomplishing the impossible. You are curious, powerful, and determined with the ability for intense focus. Your emotions run deep and you have a tendency to take things to heart. You have a reputation for being hard to get to know or understand, because you have a complex personality and a mysterious air. Intense, willful, and tenacious, you don't back down. You are driven by powerful emotions and guided by intuition. In matters of the heart, Scorpio, you are alluring, captivating, and amorous.
Credits to Zodiband Store :)
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
To the dearest special you:
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
❤, to all the dances we've shared
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Just thought I would do a quick little update before hitting back to my AUDIT revision.
I need to do some well, drastic changes to my life.
And it's gonna be HARD.
But do it, Hannah. No matter how much it hurts to change yourself.
No matter how many sleepless nights it takes to think about alternatives to get around this, thing.
'cos it's for the better. It's for the better of people around you.
Most importantly, it's for your future.
Dont make history repeat itself. I dont want to break down anymore le.
No one should be bound.
Everyone should have the right to be free, to be happy.
P/S: Not about Nerdy.
P/P/S: Not meaning to be mysterious. Or maybe I am. LOL. Anyhow, the above is kinda personal. If any of you wanna know, ask me personally =)
Audit common test tommorow.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
Common test is tommorow. Rawrrrs.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
So who do you see, when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud of what you're looking at, or do you quickly look away?
Truth is, we all struggle with self esteem issues from time to time, whether or not big or small.
Some people are happy go lucky and they are full of confidence, whereas others suffer from self esteem issues on a daily basis.
Some place too high expectations on themselves. They are perfectionists. They want only the best, nothing less. Anything lesser and they will blame themselves for not being "perfect".
Others they are, unfortunately, born into abusive families. Some have traumatic experiences and are into abusive relationships.
Whatever the reason is, it's time to break the low self esteem cycle. Too low a self esteem is detrimental to emotional and physical health.
You dont have to beat yourself down just because you've failed a test. Gained 10 pounds. Or said something embarassing in a social gathering.
Just work harder, use a different strategy.
Lose more weight by exercising.
And if you have embarassed yourself, laugh it off. Come on, other people wont brood too much into it. They are too busy with their own lives to do so. Also, this shows that nobody is perfect.
Treat yourself a little nicer, so that your day would be a little better.
-Treat yourself to a nice meal(of course, dont overinduldge).
-Make someone happy and smile(cos that will make you smile too)
-Hang out with someone you love
-Take some time to relax and chill
-Tell yourself when you have done well in a test or school presentation
and give yourself a pat on the back.
-etc etc : Make your own list.
I know it's easier said than done.
But small little acts of kindness or positive words, to others or yourself, will go a long way.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
Yesterday was EAA Financial Modelling presentation. I thought it went fairly well, though teacher said our financial model still had room for improvement. Anyways, it's over.
Today was a long day, as all typical Thursday lessons are.
After that headed over to eat pepper lunch by myself for dinner.
Truth be told, I'm feeling slightly screwed about common tests. Have been feeling quite lethargic these few days. On top of that revision is kinda rush. :/ I guess I'll just make do with what I am able to do now. Common tests dont last forever, this tiredness is only temporary.
Im feeling sleep deprived. When holidays come I'm gonna take the opportunity to tuck into bed early. Sleeping is such a luxury.
Things are becoming routine.I'm begging for a kick in my life, as well as more stability. Something that makes me feel excited, happy and fufilled.Dear God, sometimes I'm feeling this weight on my shoulders.I just want to be understood. I crave for people to understand me. But most of all, I crave to understand myself, what I'm truly made of. I'm so lost right now. I want to be who I was in that green uniform and dark green apron - happy, surrounded with people, and driven with full of purpose. But if I cant be who I was as per last year, please let me be a new and happy Hannah. This is my silent prayer, to you.please.
❤ Much Luv, Hannah
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